Stop Thinking Chapter 24: It’s late.

Chapter 24: It’s late.

Translated by Addis of Exiled Rebels Scanlations

Editor: Karai

Ruan Yu sat on the small sofa hugging his knees, seriously explaining the reason for his temper tantrum.

“I thought you really hated me for sticking to you and hated me too.”

“Sometimes I can’t help but think what has become annoying about me that makes people who have always been so nice to me secretly avoid me, I can’t imagine, but I’m afraid that it’s because I’m too stupid to think about it, and you won’t say even if I ask you why you’re upset…”

Ruan Yu muttered in a muffled voice, with a bit of half-crying and not crying sticky nasal voice.

“… I’m sorry.” Gu Xiuhan was silent for a moment and whispered, “I was just afraid to scare you.”

He usually lives like a x cold, only in the face of Ruan Yu would become obsessed and heavy.

The dam of sanity had already been overwhelmed, sometimes just glancing at Ruan Yu, the heat in the belly would surge straight to the top of the skull.

Gu Xiuhan felt like a heavy ball of water, so full that it almost can not be contained, even just a hair-thin cut will burst with a splash.

So he gritted his teeth not to cut that slit, not daring to indulge his impulse to approach Ruan Yu.

Otherwise, the sanity value consumed to maintain patience would be doubled several times.

There was no telling if he would occasionally lose control and scare the tender and innocent little mermaid.

“It does scare me.” Ruan Yu wiped his eyes, hesitantly glancing at Gu Xiuhan, “How did you get so…”

The word “pervert” could not be used, just now it made Gu Xiuhan angry.

Ruan Yu had a hard time picking out a suitable and not too cursed adjective, his voice was vague.

The mental body, which symbolizes inner thoughts, burned the eyes with arousal, and it felt like it was half hot in the eye sockets when he glanced at it.

“Ruan Ruan, I know those thoughts are too much for you.” Gu Xiuhan adjusted to a one-knee crouching position and said slowly, “Male humans… A lot of them are like that, it’s part of our instinct.”

He had tried everything for over a year, going to the border star away from Ruan Yu, thinking that he would not see it, but those unseen, dark and sticky feelings were like vines, squeezing and pulling the once stagnant heart, giving rise to the pain of not being able to get it.

When he saw Ruan Yu again after a year of holding back, he had to surrender to his own heart.

The richness of the emotion had already bred an endless longing, lingering, hot, almost burning him out.

Ruan Yu pursed his lips, seemingly puffed up.

In fact, he had long been angry, after all, how could he not to lose his temper this piece on this guy, who was too good at coaxing but looked like he was very humiliated, so he grunted and retorted, “You do not argue, I have not seen other male humans.”

Even though he used to go out less, this time he and Gu Xiuhan came to the Energy Star he did have much contact with humans.

There were many humans who were in love or married, and there was no one who was full of mosaics and fantasized about their spouses every day.

The single people, not to mention the people who spend their days thinking about him, basically said “want to pinch the face” kind of thoughts, not too much overflowing with crazy motherly love and … Fatherly love? It is also a little scary.

Only Qin Yue had thought a little bit too much, but it was nothing compared to Gu Xiuhan.

“Are you…” Ruan Yu scrutinized Gu Xiuhan, suddenly caught a thought and asked cautiously, “repressing too much, so it has the opposite effect…”

To put it bluntly, it meant that he was holding back a lot.

Gu Xiuhan rubbed the corner of his forehead, “Maybe.”

He had to contain even his imagination before, but now he finally recoiled.

“Ruan Ruan, I don’t want to be distant from you,” Gu Xiuhan said helplessly, “but I don’t guarantee that I can control my thinking activities 100%…”

Ruan Yu didn’t say anything. He didn’t mind that Gu Xiuhan’s feelings for him had deteriorated, but it was too sudden and needed to be thought through – the subtle paradox of “having a heart for someone who used to be his brother” that tormented Gu Xiuhan was not a problem for a mermaid. In the mermaid’s view, unrelated, mature individuals were certainly eligible for courtship.

He also did not want to be estranged from Gu Xiuhan. And he didn’t want to be forced to watch outrageous conjectures every day… What should one do to satisfy all these conditions at the same time?

Ruan Yu pondered for a long time, the fool brain circuit aura of light.

“Otherwise, you…” Ruan Yu’s eyes lit up, “You hold me a little.”

“…”

Gu Xiuhan stared at him for a moment and slowly spoke, “Why?”

Ruan Yu stammered and explained, “Because…”

Gu Xiuhan wanted to hug him so much in his fantasy that he was going crazy, although… That kind of hugging method really was scary, but the generation of impulse couldn’t be artificially restrained, it was said that it was better to block than to remove, the more you can’t get things the more you will crave.

It’s like this, too… I can’t blame Brother Xiuhan.

So, if he really gave Gu Xiuhan a hug and satisfied that worldly craving, wouldn’t Gu Xiuhan be a bit calmer?

The more Ruan Yu thought about it, the more he felt that this logic was incredibly well rounded and self-explanatory, and decided to give Gu Xiuhan a calming treatment.

“…” Gu Xiuhan was silent for a moment and whispered, “You know exactly what I’m thinking.”

“I know, so you can only hug and not poke your nose inside my clothes.” Ruan Yu nodded and carefully stipulated the details, “And only hug for a short while.”

He was a future spiritual healer. Ruan Yu, embarrassed, crossed his toes proudly.

Gu Xiuhan, “…”

The little fish didn’t get the point.

Ruan Yu, who was curled up on the couch with his knees in his arms, put his legs down and slowly moved his butt towards the front, getting closer and closer to Gu Xiuhan, who was crouched on one knee in front of the couch.

In the final analysis, what scared Ruan Yu was more the huge contrast between Gu Xiuhan’s appearance and his heart.

This person usually gave him a tail massage, pretended to use the mechanical arm with a cut off sensor to press, wanted to engage in “male to male” behavior, yet still wore a shirt buttoned all the way to the collar, so it resulted in that kind of inner activities …

They don’t even look like the same person anymore.

But Ruan Yu did not resent the intimate contact itself with Gu Xiuhan at all. And liked it. He used to like it, and he still does. Ruan Yu had always been addicted to Gu Xiuhan.

He broke away from the pack when he was two years old, so he’s not sure what other little fish babies were like after two years old.

The research institute also lacked research on young mermaid habits, and most of the available information was obtained by the researcher through observation of Ruan Yu.

Therefore, Ruan Yu was not sure that the dependence period of little fish babies on their relatives only appeared at the stage of 0-7 years old, and mermaids in their teens and twenties would not be as sticky as he was, and would only stick to their spouses.

This kind of thing did not need to be taught, as long as the mermaid obeying nature will automatically keep a proper distance from the relatives, just like Ruan Yu to Shen Jingya and Gu Rong, naturally not cuddle and stick as they get older.

The only exception was Gu Xiuhan.

But Ruan Yu did not think much about it, only that Gu Xiuhan is the most special relative.

He is just close to his brother, no?

He liked to hook Gu Xiuhan’s neck and be held in Gu Xiuhan’s arms until his body was warmed up and moist, even if he did not do anything, he would not feel bored. Liked to use the small tail intimate rub, wrap roll Gu Xiuhan’s calf. Liked to wear clothes stained with Gu Xiuhan’s fresh scent, and then open and close the tip of the nose, small mouth like a puppy sniffing the surrounding air, happy to wag his tail…. So when he was left out by Gu Xiuhan, Ruan Yu felt both mental and physical loss, and his heart felt sour when he thought about it.

When he finally found out the reason for his estrangement, Ruan Yu was not disgusted, but was relieved and a little secretly happy. In fact, he also wanted to hug Gu Xiuhan, ah.

At first Gu Xiuhan did not move, his jaw tensed up in a sharp line, quietly watching Ruan Yu, whose face was flushed and slowly moving towards him, as if he did not want to hug at all.

The result was that he didn’t know how it happened, but when Ruan Yu came back to his senses, his body was already completely gathered in Gu Xiuhan’s arms.

It’s been a long time since such intimacy. Ruan Yu curved his eyes, childishly raised his arms around Gu Xiuhan’s neck, tilted his head and gently pressed his jelly-like soft cheek flesh to Gu Xiuhan’s ear. A set of movements is incomparably consistent and skilled.

But…

A few seconds later.

Something didn’t seem right.

Ruan Yu frowned.

They have had so many close encounters, but this time alone gave Ruan Yu a different feeling.

In fact, Gu Xiuhan hugged quite restrained, the strength was very light, the arm around the pajamas did not press the wrinkles.

But that body burned amazingly hot, hot intent rolled through the double fabric radiating out, the internal organs were like smoldering coals wrapped in the skin.

Ruan Yu was slightly stunned, could not help but cringe, and also subconsciously collected the small stomach to avoid sticking.

The back of his neck was hot and wet, and Gu Xiuhan tried his best to control not to breathe heavily, but his body was trembling slightly.

“Can you not shake, so strange… Can you hold it properly like before?”

Ruan Yu eyelashes also followed the trembling, whining in a small voice.

“Mmm.”

The low nasal voice, along with the chest, inspired a velvety resonance, causing a fluffy tickle like spring grass to explode on Ruan Yu’s side, inexplicably losing his strength.

“I… I have no strength left in my body, it’s so numb, how did you hold it.” Ruan Yu collapsed, all his weight pressed on Gu Xiuhan, a weak voice urged, his breath became fast, “Have you hugged well? Hurry up, my side is ready.”

[Ruan Ruan.]

[Baby…]

[Why are you so delicate…]

Gu Xiuhan was just as inaudible, the obsessive, coaxing heart sound cascading into a blur.

Ruan Yu didn’t realize that his tone had long since gone far beyond pampering his older brother.

And the physical change of being too soft to even support his body, shortness of breath and blushing…

There was a vague and as yet unformed suspicion breaking ground in Gu Xiuhan’s mind.

The mermaid mates had platonic warm companionship when they didn’t need to reproduce offspring, and would stick to each other, doing the step of cuddling and rubbing his tail, not going deeper.

When thinking about it, it seemed to fit tightly into the pattern of their daily life together. Ruan Yu would not have actually long, long ago…

Gu Xiuhan’s breath sank, and he gathered his arms in the bend with difficulty.

The big bony hands rubbed the pajamas with exaggerated folds, and the ten fingers pressed the flesh to sink a little bit shallowly.

[It’s too soft.]

[It’s hard to bear.]

[It’s too difficult…]

[Ruan Ruan, do you like me at all…]

[Do you?]

“I don’t know, I haven’t thought about it yet…” Between the two bodies that were tightly fitted together, a voice that was doubly sweet and sticky from fear and embarrassment came out, “Have you had enough of hugging, I want no more.”

The floodgates on the verge of the limit were opened by Ruan Yu, without him knowing.

The flood poured out, shaking the sky and earth.

Only then did he regret it and tried to close the gate…

Too late.

Gu Xiuhan retorted in a rare and raw manner:

“Not enough.”

 

 

 

 

 

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