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Chapter 7

After all, I sent him home and placed a bike in my home. When I was ready to go out, suddenly I thought about something, I quickly pulled out my clothes from my backpack and handed it to him. Before he quietly accepted it, I was a little surprised. I mean to wash it or say something, but I took a bike, do not say anything, and do not finish. This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit and making us sound lazy. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version.

I finally helped him do something that helped get rid of some of my mistakes, but quickly remembered that this was the reason why he fell. It made me even more annoying.

He did not attend school for several days. One day after that, Ko Lee came to me to look for me and said that he was entrusted to ZhenYun to reimburse him for medical expenses. This Xiao Lihomo was a fair deal and did not ask any additional questions. I said that he did not want that, saying that he would return it to Li ZhenYun. He made good words.

Since then, I occasionally head to Li ZhenYun, but he still ignored me, his expression was much softer.

After a long time, I learned that Xiao Lee did not give money to others. I really think that at that time he won, but no longer intended to do so.

I also depart from 11 to 12 years old. The year is calming and calming. I felt emptiness that I can not ignore all the time. Only when I concentrate my research, I am able to relieve pain. I am still a good friend with Wang Xiao Yong and other people, but I struggled with others as often as a mafia. They saw that I had changed and acted slowly and gradually. All teachers and students said that we had a lot of change. There were cases when the teachers especially praised me that I was ripening. But they never know the real reason why I changed.

At night, sadness and discomfort, I lay my scene on a flat table and enjoyed the drunkenness of drinking as his fragrance remains on the bed. I live everyday every day without thinking that it’s disturbing. Sometimes I could not believe it was real. However, when I woke up the next morning, the sense of depression in this sky was only deepening. But I hid it well, I did not search for her, nor did I mention anyone. I wanted to be the only person who owns this secret.

I am very cautious and wisely looking for news about him. Or, before remembering these memories again, I will continue to make up my mind and pay attention to every movement. In fact, I did, so I looked at my heart, as if I did not think anything to her. In fact, if I ever see her, these details will be ahead of me as a movie again and again. Sometimes I imagine several landscapes, thinking about where we crossed the words we exchanged. I started to believe that these scenes were real.

His score was always very good, but his character is hungry and cold. He was initially introverted, but later developed into negative situations when he was not concerned about anything, and he paid attention to things other than learning. Often, he often dream of himself. After listening to it, I really do not remember how much I thought about it. I was very excited, just heard the news about him, but I would be very sad when I think about it again. I knew that the pain I caused was most of the reasons why he did it. I once thought if I were to him, if I was so humiliated, I would just die. This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit and making us sound lazy. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version.

Later I went to college in college in the city. In response to his great expectations, he went to the best university at a remote location. The distance between us was wonderful, he did not return to the winter and summer holidays. I tried to forget her, but at last I discovered that it was a sterile work. Please deliberately forget what I remember.

I became 20 years old, I was not a simple lie when I thought about the problem for a long time. At that time I understood very well the activities of all homosexuals. I think that it would not be possible for someone else to change anything if there was a very long time. Over the years, I had a lot of brides, but I was also very close to them, but when I was with you, I did not feel anything. Even if it is love, I only remember the Sunday I spent with him and an unforgettable scene. I also understood that it was the love with which I first met with him. Otherwise, I will not be futile, because the word he told me was not very intimate. When I saw all year’s information, I stood on the shores of the river and got a deeper understanding of what really means “they are not closely related.” However, as I understood, the pain was already thrown. This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit and making us sound lazy. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version.[/hide]

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Chapter 7

After everything was sorted out, I sent him home and then delivered his bicycle back to his house. Just when I was preparing to leave I suddenly thought of something, I quickly took the clothes out of my backpack and gave it to him. He looked at me with a bit of surprise before silently taking it. I wanted to say that I washed it, or tell him anything else but I didn’t end up saying anything and rode away on my bike.

I finally helped him do something, it helped me get rid of a bit of my guilt but I quickly remembered that I was the reason why he fell over. This made me even more annoyed.

He didn’t come to school for a few days. Then one day, Xiao Li came to find me and said that Li ZhenYun entrusted him to return the medical fees to me. This Xiao Li guy was pretty sharp, he didn’t ask any extra questions. I told him to give it back to Li ZhenYun and said I didn’t want it. He said okay and left.

From then on, I would sometimes run into Li ZhenYun, although he still ignored me, his expression was much softer.

It wasn’t until a long time later that I learnt that Xiao Li didn’t give the money back to the other person at all, instead he went and spent it all. I really wanted to beat him up at the time but there wasn’t any meaning in doing it anymore.

Just like that, I went from year eleven to year twelve. That year was calm and tranquil, it’s just that I always felt an emptiness that I couldn’t ignore. It was only when I focused on my studies that the pain could be relieved. I was still good friends with Wang XiaoYong and the others, but I didn’t fight with others very often like the mafia anymore. They saw that I had changed and gradually became well-behaved. The teachers and students all said that we changed a lot, there was one instance where a teacher even specifically praised me for becoming mature. However, they would also never know the real reason as to why I changed.

In the nights of sadness and uncomfort, I would put his photos on the bedside table and taste the intoxicating euphoria with the remains of his scent on the bed. I relived each and every scene from that day without thinking it was troublesome. Sometimes I couldn’t even believe that it had been real. Nonetheless, when I woke up the next morning, that empty depressed feeling would only deepen. However, I concealed it very well, I didn’t go find him nor did I mention it to anyone. I wanted to be the only person to possess this secret.

I would ask for news about him very attentively and cleverly, or I would maintain my composure and pay attention to his every move before carefully recalling those memories again. I deliberately made myself seem as though I didn’t care about anything to do with him because in reality, I did. The truth was, if I saw him one day, those details would play before my eyes like a movie over and over again. I would sometimes even imagine a few scenes and think of where we would run into each other and what words we would exchange. I started to believe those scenes were real after a while.

His scores were always very good, but his personality became unsociable and cold. He was originally just introverted but it later developed negatively into a situation where he wouldn’t care about anything nor pay attention to anything but study. He would often also be day dreaming by himself. After hearing this, I really can’t remember just how much I spent thinking about it. I would be very excited from just hearing a tiny bit of news about him, yet I would be extremely sad when I thought about it again and again. I knew that the hurt I had caused him was a big part as to why he became like that. I once thought, if I was him, if I was humiliated like that, then I would rather just go die.

Later on, I got into a mediocre university in the city. He lived up to his great expectations and went to the best university in a place far, far away. The distance between us was great, he didn’t come back during the winter and summer holidays either. I tried hard to forget about him but in the end I discovered that it was all fruitless labor. To purposely try to forget meant that I was remembering.

I turned twenty, I wasn’t simple minded and naive when thinking about problems anymore. At the time I had a very good understanding of the whole homosexual business. I thought about whether I was one for a very long time, other people naturally couldn’t see anything strange. I had many girlfriends over the years, I was very close with them too but I didn’t feel anything when I was with them. Even if it was affection, I would only remember back to the Sunday I spent with him and those unforgettable scenes. I understood too, it was love at first sight with him. Otherwise I wouldn’t have remembered every single word he said to me so clearly, I wouldn’t become exasperated because the words he said to me weren’t intimate enough. When each and every detail of that year reappeared before my eyes, I stood on the shores of a time and finally deeply understood what the phrase ‘those closely involved cannot see clearly’ truly meant. But by the time I understood, pain had already been cast.

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