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The main story is part 32

Today is the 4th day of the beginning of this mineral plan. Neither he nor I would like compromise. This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit and making us sound lazy. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version.

At first he worked to be a little blue and purple to use violence against me, as a result of loss of control and the result of my body.

On the third day he tried to get rid of food in my mouth. I hit myself before he vomited me. After his last attempt, he stopped to force him to eat. He cares for me carefully. Compared with this love, his tyranny is much better. In addition, in my wise way, I’ve almost reached the limit until I have completely denied it.

“Yes, what do you eat? I’ll treat you to chicken.”

You keep CanSheng food and ask me to stay at my side, but I can not answer him. My body is tired, of course, I’m too hungry. It is very difficult to endure the day of daily drinking water. It was a 4th drop in my hand, and XiYan did it for myself. At first I started to pull the needle, but the result that I got was worse, so I quietly agree that I was connected to 4th, but I commit it. I still do not want something to eat because I do not want it.

In addition, I can make an IV ship lately.

Perhaps my bed left my bed, he reached my hand, seized my neck’s neck and pulled me out of bed.

“Yes, really!”

I see his eyes, he connected to the drop and used his hand, not catching him: “Cansheng said I had no longer entered the jail if you said ieslodzīzīsiet, you can not get me.”

His eyes suddenly threw me down to bed while I was watching me. “I also said: do not even think of me giving you freedom!

I deceive my hands and silence again …

My feet are slightly better than those of my feet. My legs were already connected for 4 days, but it was the only day …

After this time when I proclaimed the drop of IV, Y Cansheng was very angry, as if I had to escape, distanced from him. He seized this hand with the same ankle, raised the other foot and tormented me daily.

At that time, he always came to me and always caught me. He hated me how he wanted to rub my body. He did this without convincing the words that I would like to stay on …

And something like CanSheng reinforces my opinion.

I was weak, weak, light and light. XiYan said CanSheng’s compromise, or I’ll ruin it if it’s going on. He really asked me that this last day could not be tolerated.

I’m not sure I can not experience it, I do not think I’d rather like it!

He was helpless, illuminated with cigarettes and looked at injuries in my body and in my hands … This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit and making us sound lazy. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version.

XiYan asks why I do not have hemorrhoids when I examine the injury on the lower part of my body.

I wrapped all the blankets on my body and covered all the jackets. I still answered that it was pretty good, I still live.

I am very happy that Xi’an’s existence. At least CanSheng makes him control my bridle. He himself uses these medicines and things, but there are still some people who can save my life.

I have never been subjected to the threat of suicide again. I want a comfortable and comfortable life, but I do not want to live my life. One of them is hidden from the world.

I love CanSheng but I do not want to offer everything because I feel like it. I want to seek a desire, I want.

I can hear that you can deceive a lot of breathing in the bed, I know he really tries to repress me. My current body may not even stand alone in its punch. I’m absolutely clear about this fact, so you can Sheng.

I’m very glad he asked for patience.

“You still do not eat?”

I am very tired, hard to speak to burn my head to show that I can not even crash the path and I do not want to eat food yet.

I heard her groan, it’s very light. Then he says: “Xian”.

While listening to these words, my body does not help, but now there is no other reason to call Xi’an.

As expected, Xian came and saw me, it was unhappy first. He moves my sleeve, snatches the rubber, connects in hand, and looks carefully on the upper blood.

These actions do not come back to me, I do not want to find empty and hide here. But I do not have cracks to hide, I’m constantly promoting CanSheng’s hug in continuously …

You Cansheng My silence is engaged on the IV, tied to the rubber-tube after the hand, stabbed. I will gather my other hands. He turned my sleeve a little longer and went to Xi’an …

Three times of eating a day to save your subtle life.

I am very injected, so I can use it as a very nice needle as a saddle-type used to inject such a great jersey, a child. XiYan says that this is to prevent my blood vessel to be damaged …

However, this type of needle not only extends the infusion, but at the same time my pain does not increase.

Every time I’m injected, my whole hand is cold, hard and completely nonsense to ice. Pain and swelling can persist until the next injection. It surprised me incredibly.

“No, I do not want to inject …”

The trembling does not stop, my hands are firmly fixed. The strength of my hands will allow the tragedy tube to return the blood. For now, I do not have some energy to keep a rebellious attitude. Seeing that you’re ready to go to Xi’i I have an impulse to cry almost …

Maybe I shake How to look bad, you can Cansheng go my arms, my head’s silence, say: “If you eat, you injected I do not need to do it, I’ll eat it.” This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit and making us sound lazy. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version.

“…”

Without a doubt, it’s very attractive, but my spies are much stronger than I thought. I can not stop shaking my head, I can not stop at this point …

I can not …

“Yes! Just what you want to do?”

“CanSheng, just let me go and allow me to accompany me to walk.

I lift my head and see its face, my condition is a very important hope. Also torture in my eyes begins to mix. I can hardly take it. This kind of life uses all my powers and wisdom and shakes tremble with fear. The strength of my body and mind constantly decreases. This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit and making us sound lazy. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version.[/hide]

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Main Story Part 32

As of today, it is already the fourth day since that plan of mine started. Neither him or I chose to compromise.

In the beginning he would become so irritable that he’d lose control and use violence against me resulting in bits of blue and purple on my body.

On the third day, he attempted to forcefully shove food in my mouth. When I vomited to the point of knocking myself out in front of him. On his last attempt he stopped forcing me to eat. He still loves me dearly, it’s just that compared to this love, his tyranny is more superior. Plus, with his clever methods, to refuse to give in all the way up until now, I’m already almost at my limit.

“YunSheng, why don’t you eat anything?”

Ye CanSheng holds the food bowl, stays by my side and asks me why but I can’t answer him. My body is too tired, of course I’m also very hungry. The days of drinking water every day is extremely hard to endure. There’s an IV drip on my hand, XiYan helped me do it himself. I had ripped the needle off at the start but the result I got in return was even worse, so now I silently acquiescent to be hooked up to an IV but I’m still not willing to eat anything because I don’t want to make compromises.

Plus, I can hold out for longer with the IV drip.

Probably because my silence angered him, he reaches out his hand and grabs onto my collar, pulling me up off the bed.

“YunSheng, say something!”

I use the hand that’s not connected to the IV drip and grab onto his, my eyes look at him, “CanSheng, I’ve already said not to imprison me. If you imprison me, you won’t be able to obtain me.”

His eyes stare blankly at me and then he suddenly throws me onto the bed, “I’ve also said: don’t even think about me giving you freedom!”

I dejectedly bring my hand down and choose to be silent once again…

The scars on my hand are a bit better than the ones on my feet, because it’s only been a single day whereas my feet have already been tied up for four days …

After that time when I ripped off the IV drip and kept my distance away from him as if I was escaping, Ye CanSheng really did go mad. He tied this hand of mine together with the same sided ankle and lifted my other foot up, tormenting me for a whole entire day.

During that time he penetrated me nonstop and constantly rammed into me. He crazily made love with me as if he wanted to rub me into his body. He did it while constantly saying words of wanting to have possession over me…

And this kind of Ye CanSheng only strengthens my beliefs.

I become weaker and weaker, paler and paler. XiYan said that if this continues then either CanSheng will compromise, or I will break down. He asked me if I really did find these past few days so unbearable.

I said that it’s not that I can’t bear with it but rather because I don’t want it!

He was helpless and lit up a cigarette, then checked the wounds on my hand, my body, and the inside…

After looking at the wounds on the lower half of my body, XiYan says it really is a wonder as to why I don’t have hemorrhoids.

I pull the blanket over my body, covering up all the mottled parts. I reply that it’s already good enough that I’m still alive.

I’m very fortunate to have XiYan’s existence. At least CanSheng can allow him to check on the wounds for me. Although he applies the medicine and stuff by himself, there’s still someone who can save my life at any crucial moments.

I was never one to repeatedly threaten to suicide. I want an easy and comfortable life but I’m not willing to to live the life I have now, one of being hidden away from the world.

I love CanSheng, but I don’t want to offer my everything because of feelings. I want to seek want I want myself.

I can hear Ye CanSheng’s rough and heavy breathing sounds by the bedside, I know that he’s trying really hard to restrain himself. My current body probably can’t even stand a single punch of his. I’m very clear on this fact and so is Ye CanSheng.

I’m very happy that he’s willing to exercise patience for me.

“You still won’t eat?”

I’m so tired that it’s even hard to talk, I can only rub against the bedsheets and nod my head to show that I’m still not willing to consume food.

I hear him sigh, it’s very light. He then says, “XiYan.”

Upon hearing this name, my body can’t help but tremble, I know there’s no second reason as to why he’s calling for XiYan now.

As expected, when XiYan comes in and sees me the first thing he does is sigh. He then rolls my sleeve up, takes out a rubber tube and ties it to my arm whilst carefully looking at the blood vessels on top.

These actions make me do nothing but back away, I wish for nothing more than to find a crack and hide inside it. However, there’s no crack for me to hide in, I just constantly push against Ye CanSheng’s embrace…

Ye CanSheng hugs me, immobilizes the hand that’s hooked to the IV and then pinches my other hand that has the rubber tube tied to it. He rolls up my sleeve a bit more and nods towards XiYan…

Drip feeding, done three times a day as to maintain my fragile life.

Because I have an injection very frequently, I can only use a very thin needle for such a big syringe, the kind of needle used to inject children. XiYan says that it’s to prevent damaging my blood vessels…

But this kind of needle not only prolongs the time of the injection, it also increases my pain at the same time.

Every time after I get injected, my entire arm is ice cold, stiff and completely numb. The soreness and swelling can continue all the way through to the next injection. This makes me incredibly frightened.

“Don’t, I don’t want to get injected…”

The trembling won’t stop, my hand is clenched up tightly in a fist. The strength in my hands causes the perfusion tube to start to draw the blood back up. Currently, I don’t have a single bit of energy left to rebel. Seeing XiYan is ready to go I almost have the impulse to cry out…

Probably seeing how violently I’m shaking, Ye CanSheng lets go of my hand, hugs my head and says, “Eat. If you eat then you don’t need to take the injection.”

“…”

Without a doubt this is very tempting, it’s just that my stubbornness is much more obstinate than I had imagined. I still can’t stop shaking my head, I can’t give up by this point…

I can’t…

“YunSheng! Just what do you want!?”

“CanSheng, just let me go outside and accompany me out for a stroll. Okay?”

I lift my head up and look at his face, my tone is one of earnest hope. The fogginess in my eyes also starts to  converge, I’m almost can’t take it anymore. This kind of life makes me exert all my strength and wisdom as well as tremble in fear. The level of endurance of my mind and physical body is insanely decreasing.[/hide]