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Chapter 86 of the main report
You stand back on my side. I’m not talking around, just watch the golden countryside calmly. He is already very wonderful … This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version. If you have any questions about this, maybe you should read the FAQ.
At that time, I was sitting all day in the tunnel watching everything out of the couch. But I have not complained or complained.
I’m talking about this time and thank you for it.
My eyes were dry. Nothing flooded
The only thing I think about it might be that I cried. I will bring my senses. But I do not want to.
One day I returned the next day. I said good morning to Ye CanSheng, I smiled …
“Yun Sheng, Xi Yan said that now is good, but you can do it anyway.” This is what CanSheng says behind me.
“Really?
My neck is very dry, I can hardly speak. My hands, which did not start early, quickly became ice.
My shoulder is Lee Kangsung. My hands are my yellow necklace. So I was thicker, have I recently eaten too much meat? I think …
In the second half of Easter, peanuts continually touch white butterflies. It seems to me that the scent of flowers is the smell.
CanSheng …
“Well?”
He approaches me standing by me, putting a scene near the window, leaving the shadow.
“You … can you take me to the end?”
I look at her. His manifestation is innocent of a beautiful arc, sharp, cold, thin lips.
He said: “Yes, I said that in the past, I do not scold you in the future, I do not believe you.
His voice is dry, all my disguise is dispersed …
“Ha ha ha ha ha ha …”
My hands will provide my body when I’m laughing. I am very laughing and my eyes are immersed in water. The question I had to leave this day when I was sitting abusively seems to jump now jumps before CanSheng …
“Sorry, I forgot … I forgot …”
He forgot that he no longer trusted me. He forgot that Chou Xiaozi was gone. He grows up and he has everything to hold me …
“What happened?” He asks.
“Nothing like that?” I say.
It’s just because my tear line does not stop tears.
He raised my face: “Do not call, my heart is sad”.
My hand fell into the body, but he addressed me and spoke in the words of love.
After lightening, Ye Kchen still touches me. I’m “when?”
“Tomorrow”
“Well”
This is the only word I can still say. I can not say anything, I can not resist myself. This is the way I chose, it’s not a penalty. You should not resend …
I am kindly Push Ye CanSheng.
I see I see peanuts that are still on white butterflies. But the butterfly has two wings, so it can not be achieved. Like the dam’s dog, when you let go of the wings, you can get it forever …
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Main Story Part 86
Ye CanSheng comes back and stands beside me in silence. I don’t turn around and merely gaze at the golden terrier sprinting around outside quietly. He’s already so big…
That time, I actually did sit in boredom for an entire day whilst watching everything happen outside from the sofa. Yet, I didn’t think nor complain.
I counted the time and appreciated it.
Back then my eyes were dry. Nothing flowed out.
The only thing I thought about then was perhaps I should cry a bit. Whine and vent out my feelings. But I didn’t.
I returned to the way I used to be the very next day. I said good morning to Ye CanSheng and I smiled at him…
“YunSheng, XiYan said it’s okay now, we can do it anytime.” This is what CanSheng says behind me.
“Really?”
My throat is so dry I almost can’t speak. My hands which weren’t warm in the first place instantly become ice cold.
The hand on my shoulder belongs to Ye CanSheng. Beneath his hand is my skinny collar bone. So I’ve become fatter, did I eat too much meat lately? I think in a daze…
On the other side of the window, Peanut is persistently chasing after the white butterfly. I seem to smell the fragrance of flowers.
“CanSheng…”
“Hmm?”
He approaches me and stands next to me, blocking the scene in front of the window and leaving a shadow behind.
“Can you… Can you, for one last time, take me out?”
I look up towards him. His expression is uncaring, with handsomely arched brows sharp and cold, and thin lips.
He says, “YunSheng, I’ve said this before. I won’t indulge you in the future, nor will I trust you.”
His voice is dry, ripping apart all of my disguises…
“Hahaha, hahahaha…”
My hands prop my body up as I laugh. I laugh so hard my eyes begin to water. It seems like the grievance that should’ve flowed out that day when I was sitting in boredom is now gushing upwards and spilling out in front of Ye CanSheng…
“Sorry, I forgot. Forgot…”
I forgot he no longer trusts me. I forgot that he’s no longer that Chou XiaoZi. He’s grown up, and he has everything to lock me up…
“What’s wrong?” he asks.
“Nothing, this is how it should be,” I say.
It’s just that my tear ducts keep on producing tears uncontrollably.
He lifts my face up, “Don’t cry, otherwise my heart will ache.”
My hands hit against his body, yet he hugs me and tells me words of love.
After I calm down, Ye CanSheng is still holding me. I ask, “When?”
“Tomorrow.”
“Okay.”
This is the only word I can still say. I can’t say no, I can’t object. This is the path I chose myself, there should be no resentment. There should be no resentment….
I slightly push Ye CanSheng away.
I can see. I can see Peanut is still chasing after the white butterfly. However the butterfly has a pair of wings so he can’t catch up to it. What a dumb dog, only when you bite off the wings can you obtain it forever…
There should be not resentment…
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I’m prepared to receive slack for my opinion but I thing if Yun Sheng can’t have freedom alive he’d only be able to be totally free with death. I don’t want him to die but I fear this might be the only way for him to ever be free again. 😥
Thank you for the update!
Thanks for the update…this part is too depressing…
Im thinking about dropping this. Like… there is no development between them or development of characters (maybe only in twisted way) and every chapter it is just pain,torture,despair…over and over, nothing is moving forward and now that he is gonna cut his achiles tendon… what will happen next? Is it going to end in uke becoming insane? I hope that he at least kills himself, that would somehow make him free… I guess i will give it a few chapters and if it is too painful I am gonna leave
i need to read spirit hotel after this… cant cansheng just listen for a while..
Yeah Feisha is there to give a laugh and recently on Chinese Bl translation Zang-sama has been translating Spring once more God mc has such hilarious thought definetly makes u happy 😁✌🏻️
If only YS was an actual therapist, maybe he could’ve helped him…
Only sorrow 😢
Next time, YS must not accept treat a patient he can’t handle. YS not only has his body destroyed, but also his emotions…
this dog jumping & playing in the garden, so many allusions & parallels, such heart-wrenching, harrowing melancholy