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The main story tells Part 96 (the end of the main story)

Particularly on a rainy day when it pushed in, we can quietly see the spirit of conversation. For a long time, I suddenly opened my mouth and held my face. This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version. If you have any questions about this, maybe you should read the FAQ.

At the time when Dongjiang saw the teeth on Ye CanSheng’s face, he gave me a thumbs-up. Of course, after this night I could not leave the bed all day.

But there is a moment when I can not sleep or can not go out. Since CanSheng knew that Big Big Wolf [1] could never eat sheep, he began to interrupt television. Compared to television, I would like to read books. So there are plenty of novels on the flat table, including recipes, sleeves and various and biased books that we read whenever you want.

Dongjans bought a sleeve for me.

It’s great for this style. Very smart BL – sleeve. It’s not very sad, but I am still grateful to CanSheng that you do not like to use these destroyed toys. He often curses me, sometimes as a madman, and after I’ve used it for many years, I understand and accept it.

I think I have never read it yet. He suddenly lifted his head and his long black eyes were full of anger. He immediately stopped me and said, “How can these things affect you!

“…”

My hatch corner shone a bit. So, that does not mean that, in the end, due to the wrong belonging?

NanYan gave me a recipe with a wonderful smile. The book did not include famous dishes. When I passed it, it was full of colorful candy, ice cream, dessert …

I sent Ye CanSheng’s message to Nan Yan and ordered him to return the book dessert every time he returns. Since then, I’ve seen Nanjing for almost a month. I now think if I need to renew my names.

Xi’an gave me something valuable. This is an unofficial story of all the dynasties of the famous people. It’s full of typing content that gives a lot of food to think.

Therefore, it’s not hard to live on a daily basis. This is probably the only person I experience a vacuum.

This is really one scene that I’m thinking of returning to everyday life, and here we have a lightweight figure in the curved mirror on the French window sofa.

I did not know thinner, but I did not go back to the original body. Too bright I could choose for myself.

I have time to adapt and forgive.

But what’s different from the previous one is that I’m ready to try it.

It was snowy today. There is often no eating here, but this winter happened …

The snow was also very heavy.

However, as the place where I live is still the optimum temperature, in the winter I still wearing a shirt when I stand bare feet in front of French windows looking at a snowman at the same time. They flow to the left, they flock to the right and grind to the glass.

It can not withstand the internal temperature, therefore it quickly melts in a water container on the window …

There are water droplets inside and outside of the glass. Ice cools slowly at the same temperature as them.

I will reach and switch windows accidentally. I see the tiny snow layer on the garden stone table fruit.

As the internal high temperature is constant, fruits quickly lose water and discounts, so I told them that today they will take CanSheng. Wow, I mean myself. They will not die of drought and will die in a cold place.

I can not help but I’m sorry.

In my opinion, the peanuts look at the white price of the new news, reinforce the red warm tongue, each time putting a window and trying to enjoy the white substance.

I stretch my weight when I lose my weight: “Mock a laugh at a stupid dog; you have to wait for CanSheng to leave you back.

He simply grabs his tail and leaves the window stubborn with his tongue.

Helplessly, I still worry about him, just looking at the snowfield outside. I’m not really in pain, I probably think that in this life I probably can not touch it anymore …

Oh, lifetime …

Snow will disappear. I can not hear the snow out when I’m there, the only sound that exists is knitting. It has not changed because it is old, so it will not change. With healthy white shoes, this scene may continue until the end of time. This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version. If you have any questions about this, maybe you should read the FAQ.

My hand starts to feel cold during the cold weather, forced out of the window for so long.

It slightly penetrates my skin. It’s a real emotion, but my brain clearly knows that it’s two different worlds.

After all, the desire remains.

Also, I stand without knowing for a long time. Maybe my ankle was exposed to cold air and moisture, so there was a slight pain from the beginning. Now it’s rising to the point where I’m shaking from head to toe.

It’s painfully hot. It is pure pain.

The pain is not easy, but it looks like suffocation and pain in the stomach waves. My body starts to slide back and forth, the pain of the foot begins to spread. My legs start shaking …

My body is constantly there, so it looks like a wind. The chain knocks the window without applying force and is afraid of peanuts. He does not know what to do and it looks awkward. The problem is that I smiled at him.

After all, I could not forgive the suffering, I started tramp on the way to the sofa. But at the last moment I fell to the far end of my destiny.

I finally criminalized.

I’m worried about my body’s support on the sofa. I sat on the carpet and I was still interested in golden land.

“Poor dog, it’s not tasty like your dog’s bones, I do not think you saw that you see the dog bones in front of aggressive eyes.

My voice is softer and softer …

Probably because I talk to myself.

This is not because I did not see the snow before. Why did I overcome pain in such a disaster?

My ankles are very swollen and red. The fastened chain was placed in already swollen meat, for example, a crystal. What I just noticed was amazing.

I’ll pull the blanket on the couch and I’ll use it to cover my legs. They are so ugly that I no longer see them ugly.

I close my eyes and find a comfortable position. My eyes are closed. I’m tired, I’ve been standing for a long time.

When I get up again, I lean back against the sleeping sofa when CanSheng return, because I’m already in his hands. Blonde girl is filled with a wish from the window of snow.

I’m in the evening There were lights on my head, I stopped the snow from falling. The light passes through the window and shines in a large field of cherry bushes. It’s like the content of love outside of heaven and earth.

It feels like home.

My eyes blink and you see CanSheng. He still looks handsome. I have always said to you: “Have you come back?”

He strengthened his hand around me and replied: “I returned.

I got into his embrace: “I understand that a good golden dog is in order, he wants to go all day”

He kissed my brow: “How much did you want for you?” This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version. If you have any questions about this, maybe you should read the FAQ.

“Very long”, I react seriously. I smell the smell well known to his body, and I feel safe.

“Do you want to go out?”

“I do, but at the same time I really do not really want to.”

He raised his arm and hit my head. “Did you stand in front of the window this afternoon?” Your ankle was still swollen when I returned.

“Well,” I humming myself. I woke up, sat and grabbed my throat.

After a moment of silence, his voice is gathered with my ears. “Do I want you to walk? It’s rare that snow is also here.

I almost doubt my ears. I try to think myself and I visit CanSheng. That brightness and tenderness of the light to him …

Fat Lacquer Profile Half of the cold lips are closed.

I’ve been empty for a long time, did he say he would take me away?

My lips are open. I almost agree with the last moment I closed my mouth. For a while, I asked: “How about the future?

You can keep silent. He will not give it.

I am angry because I know the answer. In the future there will be nothing that today is a special exception, he only refers to me today.

I touch and face a mature, attractive face. “CanSheng, I just want it once or twice, it only causes my infinite desire.

My body is gone, I was sitting on my shoulder. I’m looking at peanuts and I was curious, saying: “I do not want such exceptions because I can open the doors and windows that I ever wanted.”

“I do not expect to leave, and there is no hope for freedom.” CanSheng, I already like it, you’re sorry, you do not have to remove me away. ”

His hand knocked on my shoulder. His body smell is too strong, his smell is like a rose that I mixed with this sunset. He returns only half and looks to me in the sun.

He says: “Is this the only time to feel sorry?

I’m a little laughing and replying. “Do not worry, I’ll release this exception unless it’s going to happen.

When I finished speaking, I sat on the couch and a little bit in the corner of my lips.

He’s almost finished my pants. She touches her slightly cold arm and starts stroking my inner thigh seal obsessions with nostalgia.

There are three words about it: you are CanSheng.

He is his name.

His wealth.

Its features.

And all his love.

I take him to keep me fermented as I like.

The taste of the blood spreads, the breath becomes heavier.

His voice is wet, “Yun Sheng. Sorry, I really love you very much.

“Do not worry, I know.

I regret this opportunity. I’d like to try as soon as I feel freedom again. I’m tired of such feelings and suffering.

So I do not.

The only option from this room is Jesus. If you believe and learn to dismiss.

So I knew that I stood in front of the window looking at the snow, which I did not touch in the world. This is my choice. This is my last … forgiveness and salvation …

I bleed the corners of my lips, hold your breath and shout, “CanSheng will come soon, I want to feel.

He had no doubt before his arrival spread his legs.

I will soon not use pain to calm my voice.

I perceive him and feel strength, but my heart is very clear and sharp.

I hope you do not wait. I hope to

I hope that I will ever fall in love with the pain that he’s running. One day I stood in the garden under the sun, sat in my arms, saying, “Yes, do you call it?” “This is a rose aroma.

When that happens, I will certainly shake it out and say to him:

“No, I just sniff my smell.”

And far away, the butterflies still remain tears of strawberry nose peak. Peanut nose is the best in the air …

Finals

Author’s final word:

The story only tells the story, not every story tells the perfect tip, and not every bad person gets the penalty that suits him. If I do Jensu, CanSheng suddenly changes at the end of my life, removes the limits of other people and makes mistakes YunSheng. At the same time, some people know how to love and care for those who do not connect people or who do not care about some things. If two princes had lived up to now, this HE would not make sense. I hope everyone looks very objective

For this, Yun Sheng is partially satisfied. If he wants, it will reduce suffering. His choice of choice is not too difficult for him due to his personality. My scene in the show shows that he leaves all the worries, leaving the opportunity to finally come out. In the future, even if he leaves, it will not be too painful. Of course, there is always a pain.

Nobody is dead, they are all active in my heart, so, guys, I hope you should not miss Ye CanSheng and Fang YunSheng.

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Main Story Part 96 (End of the Main Story)

On rainy days in particular when the rain pitter patters outside, we will silently look at each other between our bated breaths. After being stared at for a long time, I’ll suddenly open my mouth and bite his face.

That one time when DongYan saw the teeth marks on Ye CanSheng’s face, he gave me the thumbs up. Of course, after that night, I couldn’t get off the bed for an entire day.

However, there are times when I can’t fall asleep or go out. Ever since Ye CanSheng knew that the Big Big Wolf[1] could never eat the sheep, he started to reject the television. Compared to a TV, I would rather read a book. Hence, there’s now a pile of novels on the bedside table for us to read anytime we like, including recipes, manga and all sorts of weird and eccentric books.

DongYan bought the manga for me.

It perfectly matches his style; a very smutty BL manga. Even though it’s not very gory, I’m still thankful that Ye CanSheng doesn’t like to use those perverted toys. He only bites me often or sometimes acts like a lunatic, and after getting used to it for so long, I can understand it and accept him.

I did once ask him on my second reading if he’s ever thought of using those things. He suddenly lifted his head up and his long, pitch black eyes were full of anger. He instantly pinned me down and asserted, “How could I let those things touch you!!”

“…”

The corner of my lips slightly twitched. So doesn’t that mean in the end it’s all because of his abnormal possessiveness?

NanYan gave me the recipes with a huge smile. The books didn’t introduce any famous dishes. When I flipped through it, it was full of colourful sweets, ice cream, and desserts…

I told Ye CanSheng to send NanYan a message to get him to bring back a dessert from the book every time he comes back. Ever since then, it’s almost been a month since I last saw NanYan. I’m contemplating right now if I should take back my words.

XiYan gave me something quite worth reading, it’s the unofficial history of all the famous people from each dynasty. It’s full of entrancing content that leaves much food for thought.

And so the days aren’t too hard to live through, it’s just that I’m probably the only one who’s experiencing the emptiness inside.

There’s actually only one scene I think back to everyday, and that’s the reflection a pale, frail figure curled up on the sofa in the french window.

Even though I didn’t get any skinnier, I haven’t returned to my original body shape. I’m still so light one could pick me up single handedly.

I still need time to adapt and forgive.

But what’s different from before is that I’m willing to try.

It snowed today. It doesn’t often snow here, yet it happened this winter…

The snowfall was quite heavy too.

However, the place I stay in is still an optimal temperature, hence I’m still wearing a t-shirt in Winter as I stand bare-footed before the french window whilst silently watching snowflakes fall one at a time. They float to the left, they float to the right and then land on the glass.

It then instantly melts into water droplets on the window because it can’t withstand the temperature indoors…

There are water droplets both inside and outside of the glass. The ice cold droplets outside gradually warms up to the same temperature as those inside.

I reach out and randomly swipe across the window. I see a thin layer of snow has already fallen on the fruits on the stone table in the courtyard.

Due to the constant high temperatures indoors, the fruits will quickly lose water and shrivel, that’s why I told Ye CanSheng to take them outside when he leaves today. Wow, I think to myself. They’re not going to die from dryness but instead from coldness.

I can’t help but softly sigh.

Next to me, Peanut gazes at the white beads outside from novelty and sticks out his red, hot tongue to lick the window every now and then as if he wants to have a taste of the white substance.

I bend down and extend my middle finger to flick his forehead, “Stop messing around dumb dog, you just have to wait for CanSheng to come back and let you out.”

He merely wags his tail and continues to stubbornly lick the window with his tongue.

Feeling helpless, I stop worrying about him and just silently gazes at the world of falling snow outside. I don’t feel much sorrow, I only think about how I probably can’t touch it again in this lifetime…

Ah, a lifetime…

The snow outside swirls without restraint. From where I am, I don’t hear the sound of snow falling outside, the only sound that’s present is the ticking of the second hand. Tick tock, tick tock it goes, unchanging since the ancient times. Accompanied by the soundless white hue, it almost seems like this scene could continue until the end of time.

My hand starts to feel the bone-chilling coldness outside from being pressed against the window for too long.

It seeps into my skin bit by bit. It feels real, yet my brain clearly knows that it’s two different worlds.

In the end, a sense of longing still exists.

Just like that, I unknowingly stand and gaze for a long time. Maybe it’s because my ankles have been exposed to cold air and moisture, there was faint pain from the very start which has now increased to the point where I’m shaking from head to toe.

It’s painful and scorching hot. It’s pure torment.

The pain isn’t simple, instead it feels like waves of stabbing and ripping pain. My body starts to rock back and forth and the pain in my feet begin to spread upwards. My feet begin to shake…

My body is like a leaf in the wind as it constantly sways. The chains smash against the window nonstop and frightens Peanut. He blankly looks at me, not knowing what to do. With great difficulty, I force a smile out at him.

In the end I can’t bear with the agony and I stagger my way towards the sofa. However, on my last step I fall down on the carpet that’s a short distance away from my destination.

I’m crippled at last.

I depressingly lean my body against the sofa. I sit on the carpet and watch the golden terrier continue to stare outside in great interest.

“Dumb dog, that stuff isn’t even as tasty as your dog bones. I don’t even think I’ve seen you stare at your dog bones with such fiery eyes before.”

My voice gets softer and softer…

Probably because I’m talking to myself.

It’s not like I haven’t seen the snow before. Why did I go through the pain of getting myself into such a discomposured manner…?

My ankle is severely red and swollen. The tightly shackled chains have already lodged into the swollen flesh like a crystal clear water ball. It’s surprising I actually just realised.

I go pull the blanket on the sofa over and use it to cover my feet. They’re too ugly, so ugly that I can’t keep looking at them anymore.

I close my eyes and find a comfortable position. My eyes are closed. I’m tired, I’ve been standing up for too long.

I’m probably leaning against the sofa asleep when Ye CanSheng comes back because when I wake up again I’m already in his arms. Outside the window, the golden terrier who’s had his wish fulfilled is currently playing around in the snow.

It’s already night time. There’s a light above my head and the snow has already stopped falling outside. The light goes through the window and shines upon a large field of cherry blossom footprints. It feels similar to a kind of contentment that’s like a love which outlasts even heaven and earth.

It feels like home.

I blink my eyes and gaze up at Ye CanSheng. He still looks handsome. I hazily say out of habit, “You’re back?”

He tightens his arms around me and replies, “I’m back.”

I nudge into his embrace, “You understand that golden furred dog well. He’s been longing to go out for the entire day.”

He kisses my forehead, “What about you, how long have you been longing for?”

“A long time,” I reply earnestly. I smell the familiar scent on his body and feel safe.

“Do you want to go out?”

“I do, but at the same time I don’t really want to either.”

He lifts his hand and strokes my head, “Did you stand in front of the window for an entire afternoon today? Your ankle was still swollen when I came back.”

“Mmm,” I hum assertively. I’m now half-awake and grab onto his neck to sit up.

After a moment of silence, his voice resounds by my ear, “Do you want me to carry you out for a walk? It’s quite rare for it to snow here too.”

I almost doubted my ears for a second. I immediately come to my senses and instantly look towards Ye CanSheng. The light shines on him brightly and gently…

Thick arched brows. A fine profile. A pair of cold lips half closed.

I go blank for a long time, did he say he’s going to take me out?

My lips shakingly open. I almost agree yet at the last moment I close my mouth. It’s a while before I then ask, “What about in the future?

Ye CanSheng remains silent. He won’t allow that.

I don’t get angry because I know the answer. It won’t happen in the future, today is a special exception, he merely pities me today.

I reach out and touch his mature, charming face, “CanSheng, I don’t want it for one or two times only, that will only fuel my never-ending desire.”

My body tilts forward and I lean against his shoulder. I gaze outside at Peanut who’s already become bored, “What I desire is to be able to open the doors and window anytime I want. That’s why I don’t want this kind of exception.”

“I won’t look forward to going out, nor will I harbor any hopes for freedom. CanSheng, I’m already like this so you don’t need to feel pity. You don’t need to take me out.”

His hand clasps on my shoulder. The scent on his body is extra strong, his fragrance is like the roses I smelt on that sunset. He merely leans halfway back and looks at me in the evening sunlight.

He says, “What if this is the only time I feel pity?”

I slightly smile and reply, “Don’t worry, if it won’t last forever I’ll disdain this exception.”

After I finish speaking, I get pinned down on the sofa and he bites the corner of my lips.

He pulls down my pants in an almost unrefined manner. His slightly cold hands then touches and starts to caress the seal on my inner thigh in nostalgia and obsession.

There are three words on it: Ye CanSheng.

It’s his name.

His possessiveness.

His ownership.

And all of his love.

I hold onto him and let him continually bite down as he pleases.

The taste of blood spreads and his breathing becomes heavy.

His voice is hoarse, “Sorry YunSheng, but I really love you a lot.”

“Don’t worry, I know.”

I won’t regret throwing this chance away, because as soon as I taste freedom again I will start to desire it eagerly and I’m already tired of such feelings and such torment.

That’s why I would rather not have it.

The only possibility of me walking out of this room is if Ye CanSheng learns to trust and let go.

So I knew when I was standing in front of the window watching the snow fall that I wouldn’t be able to touch it in this lifetime. This is my choice, and is also my… last forgiveness and salvation…

I lick the blood on the corner of my lips and suppress my breathing and cries, I say, “CanSheng, quickly c-come in. I want to feel you. Ah!”

He doesn’t hesitate at all and spreads my legs before entering.

The pain that I still haven’t accustomed to instantly silences my voice.

I hug him and feel his strength that’s becoming more and more out of hand, yet my mind is extremely clear and sharp.

I hope. Not expect. It’s hope.

I hope that one day I will fall in love with the pain he inflicts. I hope that one day he can stand in the courtyard, beneath the sun whilst holding me in his arms and say, “YunSheng, do you smell it? The smell of roses.”

When that happens I will definitely kiss his lips and tell him:

“No, I only smell your scent.”

And in the distance, a butterfly lands still on the tip of Peanut’s nose that’s lifted high in the air….

END

Author’s Final Words:

A story is merely to recount a tale, not every story has a perfect ending, nor does every bad person receive the punishment they deserve. If I made Ye CanSheng suddenly change in my ending and admit his wrongdoings to YunSheng whilst getting rid of the other’s restraints; and at the same time also becoming someone who knows how to love and look after others, someone who doesn’t randomly bite people and someone who won’t be jealous over petty things; if two princes then lived happily ever after then such a HE would be meaningless. I hope that everyone looks at this objectively.

YunSheng has such an ending partly because of his forgiveness. If he’s willing then it’ll lessen the suffering. The road he has chosen won’t be too hard for him due to his personality. The scene I wrote in the end of him giving up his chance to go out, represents that he has already let go of all his concerns. In the future, even if he’s restrained he won’t be in too much pain. Naturally, some torment will always exist.

No one died, they’re all living vividly in my mind, so I hope that you guys aren’t too reproachful towards Ye CanSheng and Fang YunSheng.

(I stress that these words were said by the original author of the novel, MoQiu)

T/N

[1] 灰太狼 This was mentioned before, for those who forgot the Big Big Wolf is a character in a popular children’s cartoon called The Pleasant Goat and the Big Big Wolf. The main plotline is where the wolf always tries to capture and eat the goats but he fails every single time regardless. Please note that these name translations are all official and not done by me.

Final Words:

Rui: So this story has finally come to an end, it’s been a long journey of almost nine months. Firstly, I thank everyone for reading this story, new and old, and for those who have commented along the way. Secondly, I’d also like to thank Yuu, my editor who is brave enough to edit this story (and to Addis who tried her best to edit through the first few chapters), without you my shit english would be available for the world to see. Thirdly, thank you Sacchan for scheduling and posting the chapters and everyone else who helped along the way.

This is the first novel I started translating, and though it may not be the best-written or be a genre suitable for everyone, it’s the first non-classical BL novel I read and so only naturally it’s kind of ‘special’ in a way to me. Hence, I took it on as my first project.

All in all, I hope you enjoyed (?) this novel, and stay tuned for my next project 🙂

Oh, and this series also has extras. Look forward to those too!

Yuu:

Where do I start? Honestly I have no idea myself. I came on to this project a little later in the game, but instantly fell in love as soon as I did. Not only did I fall in love with the tale itself, but the characters as well. Traits of both of them hit a rather weak spot inside of my and I couldn’t help but find myself relating to them more and more as they continued through their journey together. Maybe it’s not as good of a thing to relate to Ye CanSheng? Haha who really knows. All in all the story as a whole always kept me wanting and waiting for more. It had a way of grabbing me, and hopefully all of you as well, and pulling you along through all of its ups and downs. Sound like someone you know? Wink wink.

Lastly thank you so much to Rui, Addis, and Sacchan for giving me the opportunity to work on this novel. I couldn’t have asked for a better project to be given, and I cannot thank you guys enough. Of course, a big thank you to all who read the novel and enjoyed it as much as we did! Happy hunting, cuties.

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