Translated by Vivian of Exiled Rebels Scanlations
Editor: Addis
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In the end, Wen JinHan went back to the room and buried his head into the pillow. After a while, he rolled onto his back and sided. Something seemed to already have deviated from the planned trajectoryā¦
Although Wen JinHan wasnāt very old, he was very mature, and along with his high emotional intelligence and extensive experience, he was better than his peers in feelings and self-awareness. Tonight, his abnormal reaction was the first time he realized that in the year of him staying here, he had developed feelings for this man.
But how did any of this happen? Ou Chen was very unpredictable and scheming, and he was a formidable opponent. At the same time, however, he was gentle, elegant, knowledgeable, and was very protective and caring towards him; even though he knew that these were not much more than an illusion, this type of person was still quite attractive. Most importantly, he had a very intimate relationship with Wen JinHan, and sometimes, people really were this shallow, and a sexual relationship could instantly break the unfamiliar barriers between two people and create a sort of mutual dependency.
In reality, although Wen JinHan was an elite agent who had undergone strict training, everyone who knew him well knew that he was sensitive and easily swayed by his feelings. Otherwise, he wouldnāt have broken into the devilās lair by himself in order to avenge the friends he lost. As for how he could remain so cunning and indifferent during his mission, it wasnāt really because of his rationality; instead, it was because of his strong self-control, and he could suppress all of his emotions and do whatever it took to gain the greatest profits. However, suppressing them didnāt mean that they didnāt exist, and his feelings kept growing.
Although Ou Chen was the leader of this organization, he wasnāt the direct killer of his friends; that killer had already died along with them long ago. He had nowhere else to vent his pain and hatred, so Wen JinHan had wanted to destroy the root cause. Since he was more focused on destroying the organization, his hatred toward Ou Chen himself was lessened. Perhaps he had never hated him at all and had only considered him as a formidable enemy and opponent. In addition to his feelings and Ou Chenās love that may or may not be real, it wasnāt that unexpected that he would fall for the enemy like this.
His relationship with Ou Chen could only be considered a paradox. They were inherently opponents, yet they had an attraction to each other that transcended right or wrong. They had favorable impressions of each other, but their positions meant that they had no future, and that only one of them would come out alive.
Fortunately, he hadnāt fallen too deeply, so he could still pull himself back. And he definitely had to pull himself back. He was an agent, and he could do unscrupulous things, yet there was a bottom line he couldn’t cross, which was to remain loyal to his homeland and to his companions.
Wen JinHan rubbed his face, suppressing the turmoil in his heart.
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The next day, Wen JinHan, who had dark circles under his eyes, was eating a piece of toast. Ou Chen, who was sitting opposite of him, suddenly said, āIāll take you outside today at noon.ā
Wen JinHan looked up in surprise.
āAre you really this distrustful?ā Ou Chen scowled.
Wen JinHan shook his head, yet his heart was pounding. Yesterday, Ou Chen hadnāt returned the entire night, and he seemed to have been dealing with some troublesome matters. Today, he seemed a little tired. Bringing him outside at a time like this meant that it wouldnāt be that simple.
At noon, Ou Chen really took him outside, and besides two bodyguards, he didnāt bring anyone else.
On the car ride, when Wen JinHan felt the wind blowing on his face and saw the greenery next to the road, it felt like a different world.
Ou Chen merely held him silently.
The car drove through the downtown area and passed a villa that wasnāt too remote.
āWhat do you think about the houses here?ā Ou Chen suddenly asked.
āHuh? Um, theyāre very pretty. Itās not too far from downtown, and the plants are very beautiful,ā Wen JinHan commented hesitantly.
Ou Chen didnāt say anything else and motioned for the chauffeur to keep driving.
Soon afterwards, the car seemed to have looped back to downtown and drove on a small, quaint road before stopping in front of an old Western-style house.
Wen JinHan got out of the car and realized that this house had been renovated into a high-end restaurant.
When the waiters at the door saw people approach, they diligently welcomed them into a seat in the back next to a window. Ou Chen ordered some dishes customarily before handing the menu to Wen JinHan so he could order some for himself.
Thus, for a while, the two of them quietly ate the meal, and the more Wen JinHan ate, the more suspicious he became.
āHow is it? Is the food here good?ā Ou Chen asked with a smile as he wiped his mouth.
āMn, it tastes very authentic.ā Wen JinHan nodded.
At this time, a chubby, middle-aged man hastily walked up to them and nodded to Ou Chen. āMr. Ou, I hope youāre eating well?ā
āItās quite good.ā Ou Chen was very satisfied.
āThank you very much, sir,ā the man said sincerely.
āThis is JinHan, I wanted to introduce him to you today.ā Ou Chen suddenly shifted the topic to Wen JinHan.
The man straightened up and immediately waved to Wen JinHan, a little flustered. āSo youāre Mr. Wen, I apologize for my poor manners. Iām the manager of this restaurant, so you can call me Old Wang.ā
Wen JinHan waved back to him in bafflement.
Ou Chen didnāt say anything else and merely nodded to Old Wang before leaving with Wen JinHan.
When they sat back into the car, Wen JinHan had a slight inkling of something, though he couldnāt put his finger on it.
āYou also know that Iāve been running into a rough patch lately, and something big might happen.ā Ou Chen broke the silence and handed a manila folder to Wen JinHan.
āThe district of villas we passed earlier was established a relatively long time ago, and the property management and surroundings are very good. The residents are also middle-class with successful careers, and the neighbors get along well. The villa isnāt very big, but itās comfortable to live in. The keys and real estate documents are in that folder. I helped Old Wang construct that restaurant we just visited, and he has thirty percent of the shares whereas you have seventy percent. Old Wang isnāt connected to my organization at all, and his background is very clean. Heās very caring and just, and Iāve been very kind to him, so heāll be loyal to you. There wonāt be a problem with you living in that house by yourself, and if youāre interested, you can also help manage the restaurant. If youāre not interested, you can leave it to Old Wang. Donāt sell the shares, theyāll generate a steady income for you.ā
Wen JinHan looked at the documents in the folder, and the suppressed emotions in his heart surged uncontrollably.
āWhyā¦ā He heard himself ask.
āI see myself as a strong person, but in this world, no one is strong forever. I might encounter some difficult times, and if I canāt make it, then I at least want you to have a backup plan. If I canāt even do this, then Iām afraid I wouldnāt be able to live with myself,ā Ou Chen said lightly.
The folder in his hands suddenly became a lot heavier, and Wen JinHan calmed himself down. He asked, āWhy donāt you directly send me home?ā
Ou Chen finally turned to look at him. āYou have siblings at home that can take care of your parents, but I only have you. If I have to retreat to another country, would you really not be willing to wait here for me to come back?ā
Wen JinHan closed his eyes and didnāt reply. However, a voice in his mind that he didnāt even dare to acknowledge replied: Perhaps, if you could repent all of your sins for me and take responsibility, then I would do anything to help you fight for your life. If you would be put in jail for the rest of your life, then Iād wait for you, and if you had to pay with your life, then Iādā¦
However, all of this remained in āperhaps.ā Even though Wen JinHan wasnāt afraid to love or hate, Ou Chen was a person who only liked beauty and didnāt value loyalty. Wen JinHan admitted that he didnāt hold that much weight in Ou Chenās heart; Ou Chen being able to do this was already the limit of his love.
*****
Wen JingHan pulled out an old manila folder from his desk drawer and placed it in front of himself, touching it lightly.
Objects had remained the same, but people had changed.
The name on the property certificate wasnāt his real name, and as for Old Wang, he didnāt want to drag an innocent person into this. Thus, this moment had always been a secret between him and Ou Chen, just like this folder that he had always kept as a simple memento of their past, locked away in a drawer and occasionally taken out by him to reminisce.
āBoss!ā Zheng Feiās shout interrupted Wen JingHanās trip down memory lane.
Wen JingHan went out of his office to look. Guan Jin was sitting on a chair with a sullen expression, his foot wrapped in bandages. Lu YunYangās expression was a mixture of sympathy and faint happiness as he did things for him.
āWhat happened?ā Wen JingHan raised an eyebrow.
āIn the future, if someone else wants to go to Hospital Three, they can go. Iām not doing it anymore,ā Guan Jin said through gritted teeth. He had misjudged his step on the stairs and had even been laughed at by an evil doctorā¦
When Wen JingHan figured out what had happened, he nearly laughed out loud, though he kept a straight face in order to be a good role model.
āYou canāt just give up halfway, youāre most familiar with Hospital Three,ā he said unsympathetically.
Guan Jin ignored his āencouragementā and nodded at Lu YunYang for him to keep speaking.
āAccording to our investigation, the bodies used in Hospital Three for some experimental dissections in the past caused some unexpected reactions. However, before some scientific researchers could examine the bodies, they disappeared. Moreover, according to Jiang Tong, in the intensive care unit, the conditions of several terminally ill patients at different time periods miraculously improved, but before the doctors could figure out the cause, their conditions deteriorated rapidly, and they died soon afterwards. He had a feeling that these people were connected and suspected that a doctor had used some forbidden treatment method. However, he didnāt have any proof and couldnāt get the patientsā families to agree to an autopsy, so that was that. These were all events that happened at Hospital Three before the serial killer case, and nothing else has happened recently.
Wen JingHan rubbed his chin. āThey planted someone in Hospital Three to test the medicine for them?ā
āThatās what I was thinking.ā
āOkay, Iāll report these results to the anti-drug team and weāll discuss next steps. Since Guan Jin is injured, you can take him home. Iāll give you two a three day vacation so he can recover.ā Iām such a good, understanding leader!
Guan Jin was unhappy. āIām the one who got injured, why would you also give him vacation?ā
āItās not convenient for you to move around, so donāt you need someone to take care of you?ā
Guan Jin said indifferently, āWho do you think he is to me?ā
āEnough, everyone understands already, so you donāt need to deny it!ā Chen QiaoYu winked at him.
ā…ā Had they really been exposed alreadyā¦
Lu YunYang gladly accepted the favor and directly picked Guan Jin up, carrying him out of the office.
Guan Jin exclaimed furiously, āDammit! Sham of a psychic, didnāt I just say that youāre not allowed to carry me?! Put me down!ā
No wonder Lu YunYangās expression was a little gleeful just then. He had taken advantage of the opportunity to display his affection, enjoy the benefits, and show his ownership⦠Psychologists really were insidious. The others looked at one another and silently prayed for Guan Jin: Take care.
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Hmmm, this is getting more interesting! Clearly now they are feelings involved and I canāt imagine how this will end! Iām already nervous! He kept that vanilla folder⦠wow what is going on that the organization is having troubles. I do think that OC has also developed feelings for him which he didnāt expect! LYY is hilarious!
So..Ou Chen was ..the good ..the bad …and the ugly oh ….well..human heart is soft with flesh and blood captured by emotion.
WJH past…really such a complicated mattersš£š£š£
Apparently, that ‘perhaps’ wasn’t enough for anything, as Boss Wen is now rightfully with someone else entirely. Right now I’m actually waiting for the Duke to enter the scene.
On the other hand, Lu YunYang is surely enjoying the situation.
Thank you for the chapter!!!
The Duke already made an appearance, in the Mens Room of the club a few chapters ago š
Ou Chen may not have dirtied his own hands, but he was still responsible for the hell many young men lived in. Whilst harbouring feelings, at least WJH could still be objective.
GJ’s previous body/life/type makes what he has with LYY even funnier, especially chapters like this š
Thank you for translating and editing.
Haha poor Guan Jin
Thank you for the chapter!
Perhaps will always stay a perhaps if you donāt voice whatās in your heart. Itās a terrible situation that essentially couldnāt be resolved but I see love from WJH for OC that we never see for the Duke and OC actually cares for him, not just his body,