Chapter 90: Longing—Part One
Wen Ning immediately shut his mouth. Amid the gurgles of the boat being rowed forward, Wei WuXian opened his eyes with a terrible headache.
Leaning completely on Lan WangJi’s body, he realized that they weren’t in Lotus Pier anymore. For a long while, he couldn’t figure out what was happening. Only when he saw the splatters of blood on Lan WangJi’s left sleeve, like a string of plum blossoms resting on snow, did he finally recall what happened before he passed out from anger. His expression twisted at once as he suddenly sat upright. Lan WangJi went to help him, but the ringing in Wei WuXian’s ears hadn’t stopped yet. A heavy scent of blood also felt stuffed in his chest. It was more than uncomfortable.
He was worried that he might cough blood onto the clean-loving Lan WangJi again. Waving his hand, he turned around to one side and tried to hold it back for a while, supporting himself on the rail of the boat. Lan WangJi knew that he wasn’t feeling well. Silent, he didn’t ask anything. He lay one hand on his back, sending him a warm thread of spiritual energy.
As the iron taste in his throat passed, Wei WuXian finally turned back around, letting Lan WangJi remove his hand. After a while of sitting quietly, he finally tried to ask, “HanGuang-Jun, how did we get out?”
Wen Ning’s expression immediately grew nervous. He stopped rowing as well. As expected, Lan WangJi kept his promise and said nothing of the secret. However, he didn’t lie and make up an explanation either. His words were simple, “We fought.”
Wei WuXian reached out with one hand and massaged his chest, as if trying to break up the pent-up feeling inside his heart. A moment later, he blurted, “I knew Jiang Cheng wouldn’t have let us go so easily. That brat… How could this be?!”
Lan WangJi frowned, his voice deep, “Do not mention him.”
Hearing how displeased his tone was, Wei WuXian paused in surprise. He immediately replied, “Okay. I won’t mention him.”
After some thought, he began again, “Um, HanGuang-Jun, don’t mind the things he said, alright?”
Lan WangJi, “Which sentence?”
Wei WuXian’s eyelids throbbed, “Every one of them. The brat’s been like this ever since he was young. He’ll say anything when he’s angry, no matter how bad it is. He gives up on all grace and discipline whatsoever. As long as it’d annoy whomever he’s against, he’d say it no matter what terrible insults he uses. After all these years, he hasn’t gotten better at all. Please don’t take it to heart.”
He spoke as he secretly paid attention to Lan WangJi’s expression. Slowly, his heart sunk.
Wei WuXian originally thought—or hoped—that Lan WangJi wouldn’t take those words to heart. But unexpectedly, Lan WangJi didn’t look too well. He didn’t even reply with a ‘mn.’
It looked like Lan WangJi was even more displeased at Jiang Cheng’s insults than he had thought. Perhaps he simply didn’t like Jiang Cheng’s character, or perhaps… he was especially intolerant of being called ‘shameless,’ ‘lacking in integrity,’ and ‘an unwelcome person.’ After all, the GusuLan Sect was known for its motto of ‘be righteous.’ HanGuang-Jun himself had never been associated with such words either.
Although in the past few days, he felt that Lan WangJi probably regarded him highly and differently from other people, he’d never dared to guess just how ‘highly’ it was or if ‘differently’ was the kind that he thought. Wei WuXian never thought of being confident as bad, and in fact prided himself on such a thought. Legends often gossipped about the YiLing Patriarch’s allegedly amorous life, but in reality, he’d never experienced such hectic feelings before. He used to think that Lan WangJi was too easy of a person to understand, but things were different now. He feared that he was the only one who thought of them that way, that it was all his own wishful thinking, that he was too confident for his own good.
Lan WangJi stayed silent. Wei WuXian wanted to bluff it out with some kind of joke, what he was best at, but was the worried that the forced laughter would result in awkwardness. After some hesitation, he asked suddenly, “Where are we going?”
The change of topic was extremely stiff, but Lan WangJi continued obediently, “Where do you want to go?”
Wei WuXian rubbed the back of his head, “We don’t know ZeWu-Jun’s situation yet. We don’t know what those people intend on doing either. How about we go to Lanling first…” All of a sudden, he remembered something, “No. Not Lanling yet. We’re going to Yunping City.”
Lan WangJi, “Yunping City?”
Wei WuXian, “Yes. Yunping City of Yunmeng. I’ve told you, haven’t I? Back on Koi Tower, I saw my manuscripts in the secret chamber of Fragrant Palace. Right beside my manuscripts was a title deed of a place in Yunping City. The LanlingJin Sect has both wealth and power. I’m thinking that if it weren’t for some hidden reason, then Jin GuangYao wouldn’t have kept the title deed in such a manner. Maybe we’ll find some things there.”
Lan WangJi nodded. At this point, Wen Ning spoke up, “Young Master, is Yunping City in this direction then?”
Wei WuXian, “What?!”
Both he and Lan WangJi sat with their backs facing the tail of the boat, which was why he hadn’t seen Wen Ning. With someone speaking up behind him so suddenly, he immediately felt his scalp tingle, rolling around before asking in shock, “Why are you here?!”
Looking up, Wen Ning answered with a blank expression, “Me? I’ve always been here.”
Wei WuXian, “Then why didn’t you say anything?”
Wen Ning, “I saw that you were talking to HanGuang-Jun, Young Master, so I didn’t…”
Wei WuXian, “Then shouldn’t you have at least made a noise??”
Holding up the oar in his hand, Wen Ning protested, “Young Master, I’ve been rowing the boat. I’ve always been making noise. Haven’t you heard?”
“…” Wei WuXian waved his hand, “I didn’t notice. Enough, enough, stop rowing. The waters are fast here at night. The boat will go without you rowing.”
He grew up in Yunmeng, flapping about in the waters here ever since he was young, so of course he was familiar. Wen Ning obeyed and put down the oar. With much reservation, he sat at the end, almost six feet away from the two of them. It was three in the morning when they arrived at Yunmeng. After so many things happened, dawn was already breaking. White glowed behind the deep blue of the sky. The mountains on the two sides of the river finally came into view.
Looking around, Wei WuXian suddenly exclaimed, “I’m hungry.”
Lan WangJi looked up. Of course, Wei WuXian wasn’t hungry at all. He had just eaten three pies at the vendor in front of Lotus Pier’s gates. Lan WangJi only ate one, however, and it was the only thing he’d eaten in the past two days. The matter was on Wei WuXian’s mind. Before them, there seemed to be almost no signs of human habitation. It was likely that they’d have to keep drifting for a long while to reach a town or a city to rest and dine.
Lan WangJi replied a moment later, “Pull over?”
Wei WuXian, “There aren’t many people on the shores here, but I know somewhere to go.”
At once, Wen Ning picked up the oar and rowed toward the direction he pointed. Soon, the ferry turned to a side branch of the river and drifted into a lotus lake.
In the lake were lotus leaves of all different heights, almost forming a blanket. The thin ferry broke through the crowded stems and coasted toward the depths of the lake. Viewed from above, following the ferry was a string of waving lotus leaves. To roam amid the green umbrellas, push a large leave aside, and find plump seed pods hidden underneath, one after another—it was like finding a small treasure. Grinning, Wei WuXian was just about to reach out and grab them when Lan WangJi suddenly called, “Wei Ying.”
Wei WuXian, “What’s wrong?”
Lan WangJi, “Is there an owner to this lake?”
Wei WuXian’s face was completely honest, “Of course not.”
Of course there was. Ever since Wei WuXian was eleven, he’d often stolen lotus seed pods and water chestnuts in the many lakes of Yunmeng. He’d originally given up the hobby for a long time, but now that they needed to obtain food so that they could keep going, he had to go back to his old ways again.
Lan WangJi’s voice seemed lukewarm, “I heard the lotus lakes around here all have owners.”
“…” Wei WuXian, “Hahahahahaha really? That’s too bad. You’ve really heard of a lot of things, haven’t you? I haven’t even heard of this. Let’s go then.”
Having been exposed, of course he wasn’t so shameless as to make Lan WangJi join him in doing such foolish things. That the renowned HanGuang-Jun would steal lotus seed pods in someone else’s lake really didn’t seem appropriate. Just as he was about to pick up the oar in embarrassment, Lan WangJi reached out and plucked off one of the seed pods.
He handed the seed pod to Wei WuXian, “There is no next time.”

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Thank you for the double update once again! It’s so nice to see the two of them being so cute together heheheh… and LWJ being so displeased at JC because of WWX…. hehehe
Looking forward to the next chapter!! 😆
The two of them are adorable! They really ought to talk about their feelings but considering how LZ reserved is makes everything complicated.
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Oh wow. I’m dumb.
I didn’t even realize that A-Ying realized he fell for Lan Zhan. Then again looking back at how his rumored love life got mention should have been a dead give away…….*facepalms* All in all a good chapter! Loved every word of it and the imagery was amazing as always~.
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Also, that ending…
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KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! LAN ZHAN, THAT WAS TOO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND POOR WEN NING THERE!!! :’D
Thx for the chapter update 💕 Another mellow side from WWX, i can’t wait for WWX and HGJ to finally realise that they have mutual feeling,.
Oow, cute HGJ stealing seed for WWX 💕😍
Finally catch up!! hahaha… thank you so much…
Omg 🥰 Lan Zhan is such a pushover for Wei Ying hehe!!
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Thank you omg!!! You really are an angel K-san 😭😭 The best thing to make me smile ever!
Aaahhh Wuxian my deaarrr 😢 I hope that feeling will be expressed well in near future 😢
And our Lan zhan is stealing for you! Only for you! So you should have confidence!! 💜
Such a good chapter! Their interactions are so cute. LWJ is willing to sometimes break the rules for WWX. 🙂
Oh my god! Thank you so much K-san and the entire exiled rebel scans team for the double updates!! If you continue with this double release pattern we’ll all get our sweet weekend dose of this fantastic story! Thank you so much once again!!
Aaahh!! Wei Ying!! Don’t misunderstand that precious person besides you. He’s been hopelessly in love with you for a looooong time now. And he only looks upset because he’s frustrated that YOU were insulted by Jiang Cheng exactly for whom YOU went through such a horrible ordeal to give him your core TT_TT. Also because Lan Zhan couldn’t help out YOU, his beloved since a looong time, when you needed support the most in the past. And if Lan Zhan was really worried about appearance and reputations we wouldn’t have stood by you the way he does. Lan Zhan is practically pouring his heart out to Wei Ying every single instant they’re with each other. Also loving the fact that Wei Ying also never left Lan Zhan’s side after he got resurrected. This romantic angle in the novel is sooo good!! Thousand salutes to the author for this extremely sweet development <3 <3
I'm just getting a little nervous reading the chapter title "Longing". Will we maybe getting to read about the Burial Mound Siege in the coming flashback…!?
Goodness. Not gonna read this one yet–not gonna read this one yet. I would sit this one out until the next two or three chapter updates.
I may sound ungrateful but really, I don’t want to go into another GDC induced withdrawal even just for a few days because I only get to read 1 chapter every two or three days.
I feel like screaming right now *actually holding inside my screech/glee* but I can’t because husband might think I have finally gone the deep end and lost it. HahahhahahaAs always, my sincerest gratitude to you and the entire Exiled Rebels Scanlations team.
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Wangji is so CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Looks like the Two Develop some FEELINGS EYYY no i mean WiFi eyyy😂 can’t wait for more update THANK YOU VERY MUCH K-SAN
Great, another one chapter 😍,Big Merci! ! 🤗
Ahhhh I live for these updatess😭😭😭😭 this chapter was too cute, I read tge next chapters titles they’ll all be an emotional roller coaster of fluff and confessions and I CANT WAIT OMFG
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Goodness! Another update! I am not gonna read it. Not gonna read it. At least not until two or three more chapter updates.
I may sound like an ungrateful bitch but really, I just don’t wanna suffer another GDC induced withdrawal because I only get to read one chapter every two or three days. Seriously guys, that’s bad for the mental health. hahaha. After finishing the animated version, the manhua, and finally catching up with the novel updates I feel like an addict desperately waiting for my next fix. Again, not so good for my mental health. I don’t know what state was worse between all those sleepless nights binge watching and reading GDC or this agitated wait for the next chapter.
When I saw the new update, I had to prevent myself from screaming *still holding the screech in* because I fear that my husband would hear me and think I had finally gone the deep end and lost it. hahaha.
I am on the verge of slapping myself shut because I am sorely tempted to go back on my words and read this chapter. Don’t really know how long I can hold out. huhuhu
As always, thank you, K and the whole of Exiled Rebels Scanlations for the double update. You guys rock! A lot of us are really grateful for your team effort because I know for a fact that this is a hard undertaking and you guys have lives outside other than translating GDC but still you make it a point of making us happy.
Sooo now that I think about it…
Where is Lil’ Apple? Did they forget him at the Burial Mounds? xD
Why is everyone so precious???
Wei WuXian can finally give a name to the feelings he already noticed a while ago: good job son, now you know why you wanted to start a family with Lan WangJi XD
Thanks for another double release, K and ExR, you are blessing my weekends and I’m very grateful for that UU
Thank You for the recent chapters, you have no idea of how much i needed this <3 thank you
When you don’t get a “Mn” from LZ, obviously something is wrong. JC has been blacklisted in his eyes, and it’d take a long time (and WWX’s coaxing) to get his forgiveness.
LZ’s possessiveness of WWX is kind of justified after reading these few chapters. Oh they so need and fit so well with each other.
baby Wei Ying was hungry wahahahaha congratulations, you’ve made Lan Zhan into a lotus thief!
Actually he wasn’t hungry, he only said that because he was concerned about Lan Wangji only eating one humble serving in the past 48 hours, but instead of urging Lan Wangji to eat, knowing he probably would have declined he just says that he feels hungry. They are taking care of each other now, even when they do it indirectly.
I absolutely love this series ;; thank you so much for updating!