Chapter 90: Longing—Part One
Wen Ning immediately shut his mouth. Amid the gurgles of the boat being rowed forward, Wei WuXian opened his eyes with a terrible headache.
Leaning completely on Lan WangJi’s body, he realized that they weren’t in Lotus Pier anymore. For a long while, he couldn’t figure out what was happening. Only when he saw the splatters of blood on Lan WangJi’s left sleeve, like a string of plum blossoms resting on snow, did he finally recall what happened before he passed out from anger. His expression twisted at once as he suddenly sat upright. Lan WangJi went to help him, but the ringing in Wei WuXian’s ears hadn’t stopped yet. A heavy scent of blood also felt stuffed in his chest. It was more than uncomfortable.
He was worried that he might cough blood onto the clean-loving Lan WangJi again. Waving his hand, he turned around to one side and tried to hold it back for a while, supporting himself on the rail of the boat. Lan WangJi knew that he wasn’t feeling well. Silent, he didn’t ask anything. He lay one hand on his back, sending him a warm thread of spiritual energy.
As the iron taste in his throat passed, Wei WuXian finally turned back around, letting Lan WangJi remove his hand. After a while of sitting quietly, he finally tried to ask, “HanGuang-Jun, how did we get out?”
Wen Ning’s expression immediately grew nervous. He stopped rowing as well. As expected, Lan WangJi kept his promise and said nothing of the secret. However, he didn’t lie and make up an explanation either. His words were simple, “We fought.”
Wei WuXian reached out with one hand and massaged his chest, as if trying to break up the pent-up feeling inside his heart. A moment later, he blurted, “I knew Jiang Cheng wouldn’t have let us go so easily. That brat… How could this be?!”
Lan WangJi frowned, his voice deep, “Do not mention him.”
Hearing how displeased his tone was, Wei WuXian paused in surprise. He immediately replied, “Okay. I won’t mention him.”
After some thought, he began again, “Um, HanGuang-Jun, don’t mind the things he said, alright?”
Lan WangJi, “Which sentence?”
Wei WuXian’s eyelids throbbed, “Every one of them. The brat’s been like this ever since he was young. He’ll say anything when he’s angry, no matter how bad it is. He gives up on all grace and discipline whatsoever. As long as it’d annoy whomever he’s against, he’d say it no matter what terrible insults he uses. After all these years, he hasn’t gotten better at all. Please don’t take it to heart.”
He spoke as he secretly paid attention to Lan WangJi’s expression. Slowly, his heart sunk.
Wei WuXian originally thought—or hoped—that Lan WangJi wouldn’t take those words to heart. But unexpectedly, Lan WangJi didn’t look too well. He didn’t even reply with a ‘mn.’
It looked like Lan WangJi was even more displeased at Jiang Cheng’s insults than he had thought. Perhaps he simply didn’t like Jiang Cheng’s character, or perhaps… he was especially intolerant of being called ‘shameless,’ ‘lacking in integrity,’ and ‘an unwelcome person.’ After all, the GusuLan Sect was known for its motto of ‘be righteous.’ HanGuang-Jun himself had never been associated with such words either.
Although in the past few days, he felt that Lan WangJi probably regarded him highly and differently from other people, he’d never dared to guess just how ‘highly’ it was or if ‘differently’ was the kind that he thought. Wei WuXian never thought of being confident as bad, and in fact prided himself on such a thought. Legends often gossipped about the YiLing Patriarch’s allegedly amorous life, but in reality, he’d never experienced such hectic feelings before. He used to think that Lan WangJi was too easy of a person to understand, but things were different now. He feared that he was the only one who thought of them that way, that it was all his own wishful thinking, that he was too confident for his own good.
Lan WangJi stayed silent. Wei WuXian wanted to bluff it out with some kind of joke, what he was best at, but was the worried that the forced laughter would result in awkwardness. After some hesitation, he asked suddenly, “Where are we going?”
The change of topic was extremely stiff, but Lan WangJi continued obediently, “Where do you want to go?”
Wei WuXian rubbed the back of his head, “We don’t know ZeWu-Jun’s situation yet. We don’t know what those people intend on doing either. How about we go to Lanling first…” All of a sudden, he remembered something, “No. Not Lanling yet. We’re going to Yunping City.”
Lan WangJi, “Yunping City?”
Wei WuXian, “Yes. Yunping City of Yunmeng. I’ve told you, haven’t I? Back on Koi Tower, I saw my manuscripts in the secret chamber of Fragrant Palace. Right beside my manuscripts was a title deed of a place in Yunping City. The LanlingJin Sect has both wealth and power. I’m thinking that if it weren’t for some hidden reason, then Jin GuangYao wouldn’t have kept the title deed in such a manner. Maybe we’ll find some things there.”
Lan WangJi nodded. At this point, Wen Ning spoke up, “Young Master, is Yunping City in this direction then?”
Wei WuXian, “What?!”
Both he and Lan WangJi sat with their backs facing the tail of the boat, which was why he hadn’t seen Wen Ning. With someone speaking up behind him so suddenly, he immediately felt his scalp tingle, rolling around before asking in shock, “Why are you here?!”
Looking up, Wen Ning answered with a blank expression, “Me? I’ve always been here.”
Wei WuXian, “Then why didn’t you say anything?”
Wen Ning, “I saw that you were talking to HanGuang-Jun, Young Master, so I didn’t…”
Wei WuXian, “Then shouldn’t you have at least made a noise??”
Holding up the oar in his hand, Wen Ning protested, “Young Master, I’ve been rowing the boat. I’ve always been making noise. Haven’t you heard?”
“…” Wei WuXian waved his hand, “I didn’t notice. Enough, enough, stop rowing. The waters are fast here at night. The boat will go without you rowing.”
He grew up in Yunmeng, flapping about in the waters here ever since he was young, so of course he was familiar. Wen Ning obeyed and put down the oar. With much reservation, he sat at the end, almost six feet away from the two of them. It was three in the morning when they arrived at Yunmeng. After so many things happened, dawn was already breaking. White glowed behind the deep blue of the sky. The mountains on the two sides of the river finally came into view.
Looking around, Wei WuXian suddenly exclaimed, “I’m hungry.”
Lan WangJi looked up. Of course, Wei WuXian wasn’t hungry at all. He had just eaten three pies at the vendor in front of Lotus Pier’s gates. Lan WangJi only ate one, however, and it was the only thing he’d eaten in the past two days. The matter was on Wei WuXian’s mind. Before them, there seemed to be almost no signs of human habitation. It was likely that they’d have to keep drifting for a long while to reach a town or a city to rest and dine.
Lan WangJi replied a moment later, “Pull over?”
Wei WuXian, “There aren’t many people on the shores here, but I know somewhere to go.”
At once, Wen Ning picked up the oar and rowed toward the direction he pointed. Soon, the ferry turned to a side branch of the river and drifted into a lotus lake.
In the lake were lotus leaves of all different heights, almost forming a blanket. The thin ferry broke through the crowded stems and coasted toward the depths of the lake. Viewed from above, following the ferry was a string of waving lotus leaves. To roam amid the green umbrellas, push a large leave aside, and find plump seed pods hidden underneath, one after another—it was like finding a small treasure. Grinning, Wei WuXian was just about to reach out and grab them when Lan WangJi suddenly called, “Wei Ying.”
Wei WuXian, “What’s wrong?”
Lan WangJi, “Is there an owner to this lake?”
Wei WuXian’s face was completely honest, “Of course not.”
Of course there was. Ever since Wei WuXian was eleven, he’d often stolen lotus seed pods and water chestnuts in the many lakes of Yunmeng. He’d originally given up the hobby for a long time, but now that they needed to obtain food so that they could keep going, he had to go back to his old ways again.
Lan WangJi’s voice seemed lukewarm, “I heard the lotus lakes around here all have owners.”
“…” Wei WuXian, “Hahahahahaha really? That’s too bad. You’ve really heard of a lot of things, haven’t you? I haven’t even heard of this. Let’s go then.”
Having been exposed, of course he wasn’t so shameless as to make Lan WangJi join him in doing such foolish things. That the renowned HanGuang-Jun would steal lotus seed pods in someone else’s lake really didn’t seem appropriate. Just as he was about to pick up the oar in embarrassment, Lan WangJi reached out and plucked off one of the seed pods.
He handed the seed pod to Wei WuXian, “There is no next time.”

Was a wonderfull chapter, thank you
“Wei WuXian, ‘Then shouldn’t you have at least made a noise??’
Holding up the oar in his hand, Wen Ning protested, ‘Young Master, I’ve been rowing the boat. I’ve always been making noise. Haven’t you heard?'”
HAHAHAHAHAHHA WWX was too focused on figuring out LWJ’s feelings then, Wen Ning 😂
Thanks for the chapter! 😊
Hahahahaa i know right. Wen Ning is so cute 🤣🤣🤣
Savage level : Wen Ning. 😂😂😂
LWJ stole for WWZ 😍😍😍😍😍
If I were Jiangchen, I would not know how to feel and act against his gege that sacrifice his golden orb for him. Eventhough he put a claim that WWX responsible for Jiang Sect demolition , parent and sect member massacre and lead to Jinxiyuan couple death.But he had no any intention to bear fruit as shown result. He just got bad luck and accidentally be in the wrong situation consecutively then lead the fatal result as people think of deserved life sentences in the past. WWX is the victim of the karma and ominous event. He merely wants to fulfill his duty as he swear to protect the innocent.But adverse result shown. Jiangchen knows WWX situation so well but denies to cope with reason and want someone to curse for. Childish behavior really.
You said it better than what i had in mine. JiangCheng is childish. I hope JinLing be a bit different than him
Now that Wei Ying is back and JinLing been around him a few times, he already seems to have become different, more self aware and aware of other’s feelings. I’m so happy for JinLing, he has someone else that really LOVES him
Awww he said there is no next time 💖
I think it also means they are never coming back to Yunmeng ever again.
Hehe.. rereading but ut still amazing.. awww LWG spoiling him..
Wei Ying wanting their relationship to be something more than friendship but being scared of rejection is the cutest thing! He’s finally realized, at chapter 90 (or possibly before). And Lan Zhan letting Wei Ying steal lotus seed pods. How unrighteous, HanGuang-Jun! ( •̀ .̫ •́ )✧
He always knew. Who do you think kissed WY on that hunt?
I think the original commenter meant that WY finally realized that he loved LZ.While Lan WangJi have always known that he loves Wei Ying since the past,hence he loses his control that one time and kissed him on that hunt.
Oh my peanut butter Wen Ning too pure for this world.
Jin Ling>>>> Jiang Cheng 😂😂😂😂
Fell in love wit WeiYing💕again n again..!!
And thus yunmeng date continues but with 3rd wheel
Poor Wen Ning always being in the middle lol
Yo wen ning is ADORABLE
Jiang Cheng…
One of the most misunderstood character here
i agree. my heart aches for him. the circumstances are just too cruel to him😭 as a child he has always been longing for his father’s love and acknowledgement.
I love Wei Wuxian, I love Lan WangJi. They love each other. And I love them because they love each other. ❤
LAN WANJI FREAKING STOLE FOR WEI WUXIAN HE IS FREAKING WHIPPED
LWJ & WWX are my favorite couple. I freakin love them both. 😍😍💜💜
Thank you for this wonderful chapter! 💜💜💜
Wen Ning
my kid y’all we must protecc
Wish can enter this chapt so can shake n smack WWX’s head…hhhaa poor LWJ to fall for this dumb man who not realize his feeling, how can there is a friend who throw aways his dignity like LWJ or protect with all his power n care like LWJ…WWX is really something…
Like LXC once said,if he didn’t ask LWJ anything,its not in LWJ’s nature to reveal anything and even if asked,he may not say it.So WWX may be dense,but its because he thinks so low of himself when it comes to LWJ,so he dare not believe that the feelings are mutual.He actually realized his own feelings now all by himself,but he dared not think its the same for LWJ,eventhough he hoped.His terrible memory is to be blamed for this,along with the fact that he could not read LWJ as well as LXC can.At this point of time,its his fear of rejection again that blinds his eyes to the truth.Understandable,since the past LWJ constantly rejected his friendship and so on when they were young.Deep down,i think it affects him more than he realized.
Well, WWX how can you not realize there is someone else around you when you just focus on LWJ alone…so hilarious when he got surprise hear WN’s voice n not hear the noisy of what WN do wkwkwkwk….
Stealing seed pots with the bae <3
*sighs* I was right. The sweet fluffy chapters are always the shortest!!
But the fluff is of such high standard that all is forgiven XD
WangJi’s pain at WuXian’s suffering was exquisitely portrayed. He’s not a man who shouts to the heavens, not with his rigid upbringing… but the pain was still so very clear to see.
I feel like Wen Ning was the best person to accompany them at this time. Unobtrusive, diplomatic and obedient. His protesting that he’d been making noise all this while was so very cute!!
WuXian OMG! *facepalms* I adore you for not chasing after other women or men – imagine, the Yiling Patriarch still so innocent – but you really need to know why WangJi has been constantly by your side since you returned. Paying for you, accompanying you, catching you, carryung you, supporting you, fighting alongside you, praying alongside you… The list just goes on and on!!
And now look at that! *points* Stealing for you!! I just… can’t…. The devotion is overwhelming!!
By the way, how can 1 grown man survive on 3 pies in 2 days let alone the other with only 1?? Is that why they’re all nice and slim?? No pudgy cultivators around??
In any case, thank you. Thank you for carefully and lovingly keeping all the fluff in the translated chapter. I love the appropriate words you use like ‘coasted’… It just paints a much clearer picture in the mind, you know? 🙂
This is fantasy genre, they are cultivators aiming to become an immortal, so they are not ordinary people. let alone Lan Zhan’s cultivation is in a very high level, he will be totally fine if he doesn’t eat for many days. remember when they were teens and trapped in the Xuanwu Cave, they lasted for 7 days without eating anything.
Can someone protect wen ning from being 3rd weel lmao poor things must to watch those lovely scene
Finally the sweetness that i had thrust to read 😍😭
I already loved this scene in the live-action and I love it here too! Wei Ying is so cute! And Lan Zhan is stealing lotus seeds for him! XD
Its a cute chapter..😄
LWJ: There is no next time..
Yeah ofcoure you are spoiling WWX.. 😄❤