Chapter 35: Two Years
Translated by Shiya of Exiled Rebels Scanlations
Two years later, at the International Airport.
Li Sui strode out of the airport, his eyes locked onto a black limousine by the roadside, he smiled lightly and walked over leisurely.
āLu Shang.ā As soon as Li Sui pulled the car door open and saw the man whom he thought of day and night, he just couldnāt wait to pull him into an embrace.
āAre you hungry?ā Lu Shang smiled as he felt up Li Suiās shoulders, āIt seems like youāve grown more muscles.ā
āIām not hungry, I just had food on the plane.ā Li Sui let go of him, tilting his head to the front seat and said hello to the person there, āUncle Yuen.ā
Uncle Yuen nodded in return and asked, āAre we going home now?ā
āLetās go home,ā Li Sui said while holding Lu Shangās hand, staring at him attentively, as if he had to get the missed shares of not being able to see Lu Shang for the past few months back at once.
Lu Shang was still as gentle and elegant as ever. Even a simple windbreaker jacket looked classy when Lu Shang was the one wearing it. His usual furrowed eyebrows seemed to have loosened up a lot. A pair of thin-rimmed glasses sat on Lu Shangās tall nose, giving him a more bookish look.
āWhy are you wearing glasses?ā Li Sui laughed.
āA friend gave it to me for protection against UV rays.ā Lu Shang pushed the glasses on his nose, āDoes it look good on me?ā
Li Sui couldnāt move his eyes away, āIt suits you very well.ā It wasnāt the glasses that looked good, but the person wearing them. Every time Li Sui looked at him, he felt a little more drawn to it. If Uncle Yuen werenāt in the front, he would have jumped to kiss Lu Shang already.
The air-conditioner in the car was running at its maximum, Li Sui was blown by the hot wind and got really sweaty, so he just took his coat off, āWhy did you come in person? Next time I’ll take a taxi, it’s going to turn cold again, so donāt go out.ā
Lu Shang laughed at him, āThere is still a next time?ā
Only then did Li Sui remember that all his classes at the school were over, and he had all received his degree certificate. He should have been back earlier three months ago, but he just happened to get a rare internship opportunity, so he stayed there for a while longer, and even made a deal with the company on an Export Trading Project.
āI forgot about thatā¦ā Li Sui laughed.
When Uncle Yuen saw them talking and laughing on the rear-view mirror, he couldn’t help thinking about the thing that happened when Lu Shang was going out, he still had doubts about that.
In the afternoon, Lu Shang planned on driving to pick Li Sui up from the airport. As soon as the car drove out of the yard, the sound of a sudden brake came from outside the door. Uncle Yuen rushed out to see that the car engine was already off, and Lu Shang seemed to be a little frightenedāhis hands were clenched tightly on the steering wheel, and his eyes had no focus.
āWhat happened?ā, Uncle Yuen immediately asked, as the vehicle had clearly veered off course, almost hitting on a tree.
Lu Shang steadied his breathing, when he raised his head up again, the clarity and focus in his eyes were back, āI forgot my glasses.ā
Uncle Yuen brought Lu Shangās glasses out from the house for him, he saw that Lu Shang still seemed out of it. The condition he was in didnāt favor driving, so Uncle Yuen proposed to drive him to the airport instead. Originally, he thought Lu Shang would refuse, but to his surprise, Lu Shang actually agreed and sat in the backseat.
Li Sui answered a phone call in the car, he spoke fluent English and seemed to be bargaining with the person on the other end of the call. Li Suiās businessman traits were clearly shown from his temperament. When he finished the call, Lu Shang asked, āA border project?ā
āYes, itās a US-Sino cooperation project,ā Li Sui said; when it came to professional matters, his tone sounded a lot more serious. āEstablishing a tight network of commercial transport points at different ports, then using point-to-point intermodulation to greatly improve transport speed, saving time and resources.ā
Lu Shang was listening with quite a lot of interest, āNot bad, tell me more when we get home.ā
Uncle Yuen saw them off up to the door, then turned around to leave, saying that he needed to refuel the car. Li Sui led Lu Shang out of the car, and as soon as they stepped foot inside the house, Li Sui pressed Lu Shang against the door for an intimate kiss.
After being apart for more than three months, both of them were excited to see each other, simply exchanging saliva was nowhere near enough, they almost started doing it at the doorway. Li Sui forced the brakes quickly, instead of continuing at the doorway, he carried Lu Shang upstairs and the two of them had lots of fun in the bedroom, coming out only when the sky had turned dark.
Li Sui might have tormented Lu Shang a little too much; he watched as Lu Shang fell into a deep sleep in his arms, unable to stop the rising sense of guilt. Li Sui had always shown restraint in their sexual affairs. Only when Lu Shang was in great health would he try to bring his desires to life, but this time they were separated for too long. He couldnāt stop himself from coming onto him a little too strongly. By the end, Lu Shangās physical strength was obviously failing to keep up with him. Not only did Lu Shang said nothing about that, he even teased Li Sui with his words, making Li Sui more fired up. After releasing their desires, Lu Shang lay in Li Suiās arms and fell asleep, naked. Li Sui bowed his head to kiss Lu Shang on the forehead, then massaged Lu Shangās waist while staring at the way Lu Shang was sleeping.
Over the past two years, the two of them were apart more than they were together. Although they did that for studies and career respectively, Li Sui still found that regrettable. Now that he could finally be with him, he really hoped that time would pass slower.
At nine in the evening, Li Sui knew that if Lu Shang kept on sleeping, he would miss dinner, so he woke him up gently. Aunt Lu had already warmed up their meal, she was now sorting out the dirty clothes from Li Suiās luggage for cleaning.
After going abroad for his studies, Li Sui had missed Aunt Luās home cooked meals a lot. He had three huge bowls of rice, followed by drinking two bowls of soup, and he was so satisfied that it almost brought him to tears.
Lu Shang watched as Li Sui stuffed his face with food, he was amused and worried at the same time, āDid you not eat anything over there?ā
Li Sui shook his head and said, āYou werenāt there, so the food did not taste as good.ā
āThereās pear water too, do you want me to get you some?ā Lu Shang asked.
Li Suiās eyes glowed the second he heard Lu Shangās words, he looked like a huge Shepherd dog who found a bone to chew on. Lu Shang gave a light smile and picked up an empty bowl to get the soup from the kitchen.
Just when Li Sui finished the food in his bowl, Li Sui heard the sound of a porcelain bowl breaking, the sound came from the kitchen. Li Sui immediately got up and went to the kitchen, āWhatās wrong?ā
On the kitchen floor, there was a pile of porcelain shards. Lu Shang stood behind the pile, looking rather innocent, and he said, āIt was too hot, I didnāt hold it steady enough.ā
āDid you get hurt?ā Li Sui immediately checked Lu Shangās hand and saw redness around his fingertips, he pulled Lu Shangās hand to the tap, washing it under cold water. Aunt Lu heard the noise and came in as well, she saw the broken bowl on the ground and turned to get the broom.
Luckily, the pear water wasnāt too hot as it was cooked a lot earlier, so Lu Shangās hand wasnāt seriously scalded. Li Sui saw Lu Shang blinking his eyes a few times, his eyebrows furrowed as he shook his head, he seemed to be really tired. Li Suiās heart sank, āDid you stay up late last night again?ā
āNo,ā Lu Shang said, then he looked up at Li Sui solemnly, āI went to bed at ten oāclock.ā
āReally?ā, Li Sui obviously did not believe him. He turned around to ask, āAunt Lu, when did he sleep last night?ā
Aunt Lu laughed, āI think Lu Lao Ban went to bed at three last night.ā
Lu Shang, āā¦ā
Over the past two years, Li Sui had been very strict with him. Lu Shang must not skip meals, and should have three meals a day on time, he should go to bed at or before 11pm, guaranteeing eight hours of sleep every day. When Li Sui was home, Lu Shang usually kept his promise, but when Li Sui wasnāt home, he could only remind Lu Shang through the phone or ask Aunt Lu to help persuade him. Lu Shang was generally obedient, and he hadnāt been seriously ill in the past two years. However, when Lu Shang must choose between work and rest, he would not hesitate to choose the former. Li Sui wasnāt happy with that, but he couldnāt do anything about it, either.
Lu Shang stopped talking. Li Sui looked at Lu Shangās slightly pale face and he felt his heart softening instantly. This way, it was as if Aunt Lu and him had joined forces to bully Lu Shang. Li Sui walked forward and held onto his hand, with a soft voice, he said, āOkay, you are tired too, right? Shall we go upstairs to sleep?ā
Lu Shang nodded and allowed Li Sui to lead him upstairs.
The next morning, Lu Shang and Li Sui arrived at the company together; it was truly a refreshing sight, having two handsome guys coming in for work together. They attracted a lot of discussion, but Lu Shang didnāt give them the chance to guess. He announced at the morning meeting straight away that Li Sui would be appointed as the Assistant General Manager. Then, he quickly finished the admission procedure on the same day.
At noon, Li Sui packed up his things and went to find Lu Shang at the office next-door. Lu Shang was still busy writing something, Li Sui knew that he would not stop any time soon. So, he went downstairs to buy takeout and brought it up for Lu Shang.
āHave something to eat first, you can continue writing later.ā Li Sui transferred the food to a bowl, then asked, āIs there anything I can help you with?ā
āI am writing a to-do-list for the hand-over of the Golden Sands Shores Project,ā Lu Shang said. Leaning back on his swivel chair, he looked at Li Sui with a rather amused look, his eyes were smiling as he said, āAre you afraid?ā
Li Sui raised his eyebrows.
āYou must have heard the rumors, anyone connected to this project would be met with a horrible death.ā Lu continued, āIām going to hand this project over to you now. Are you scared?ā
āA horrible death?ā Li Sui repeated, then asked, āWerenāt you overseeing the project before too?ā
Lu Shang nodded. Li Sui smiled and handed the bowl of food to Lu Shang, āIf I could die a horrible death together with you, thatād be great.ā
Li Sui agreed to the task pretty quickly, only realizing after he had agreed, Lu Shang was going to make him leave home again. At night, Li Sui finished packing his bags, he sat on the side of the bed as he gave a long sigh.
āThere is still room for debate now,ā Lu Shang said while leaning on the bed headboard, he was reading a book. He Li Suiās sulky expression a little amusing.
Li Sui stared back at him for a while, taking his book away, then pulling his glasses off and jumping the man, āAre you doing this on purpose?ā
āDoing what on purpose?ā Lu Shang laughed.
āSending me away on purpose.ā Li Sui kissed him on the neck.
Lu Shang stopped smiling, āHmn… Yes.ā
Li Sui moved back a little and looked straight into him from above, Lu Shang laughed and said, āIām afraid Iād die of sexual exhaustion if you donāt go away (i).ā
T/N: (i) What Lu Shang said in raws was actually a common four characters idiom that means die of exhaustion, ē²¾ē”äŗŗäŗ”. The joke is that ē²¾ means spirits or strength originally in the idiom, but it also happens to mean sperm, making the idiom sounds like die from using all the sperms up. (ē²¾ means spirits or strength, ē” means use up, äŗŗ means the person, äŗ” means to die.)
Flames lit up in Li Suiās eyes, he leaned down to kiss him, āLetās try that.ā
After two consecutive nights of excessive indulgence in sex, Lu Shang was obviously tired, so much so that he had to take his bath with Li Suiās help. Before going to bed, Li Sui thought, he had been running around for the past two years. Now that he was finally home, he had to leave again, as if they were swallow and goose (ii). He felt a little sorry and could not help falling asleep for half a day.
T/N: (ii) Another idiom: 社ēē§é“», itās used to describe people who are separated right after they meet each other, the words are basically referring to the swallow and the goose. Swallows and geese are migratory birds, but they migrate to an opposite direction.
āLu Shang, whatever you ask of me, I will accomplish it whether itās climbing up a mountain of spears or jumping into a sea of fire.ā Moving to Lu Shangās ear, Li Sui continued, āBut please, donāt hide anything from me.ā
Li Sui wasnāt even sure if Lu Shang heard that or not, as he just vaguely mumbled, āHmm.ā
The next day at noon, Lu Shang was going to take Li Sui to the airport, but Li Sui objected, āGo take a nap. Wait for me to go fishing with you when I return.ā
Since Li Sui mentioned fishing, Lu Shang remembered, āThere is a special kind of fishing bait sold in the fishing village near the golden sand coast. Itās very useful in fishing for turtles. Can you buy some back for me?ā
āWhy do you need to fish for turtles?ā Li Sui put his shoes on, then pointed to himself, āDidnāt you caught one already?ā
Lu Shang smiled a little, āIt mutated during growth, I canāt control it anymore.ā
Sometimes Lu Shang wondered himself too, Li Sui was such a timid and careful little turtle when he picked him up, how did he grow into the huge Shepherd dog he was now. Li Sui was also very sensitive and smart, he could sense the slightest movements in the grasses. If Lu Shang wanted to do stuff behind his back, he really had to put a lot of effort into it.
Li Sui lifted his luggage up to the door, looking back at the people inside, he felt melancholic. Lu Shang pushed the strong feeling of reluctance back, deliberately moving his face away to not look at Li Sui. Even if Lu Shang tried delaying it, Li Sui still had to go, Lu Shang was afraid that heād give in if he looked at Li Sui.
Even with his changed shoes, Li Sui walked back in suddenly like a gust of wind, placing his hand on the back of Lu Shangās head and giving him a deep French kiss. Then just like the wind, he left the house, getting in the car and drove away.
The room was in complete silence. Lu Shangās shoulders seemed to have relaxed a bit as he pinched the bridge of his nose.
As soon as Li Sui got off the plane, he received a phone call from abroad.
āI’m sorry, sir. We have compared the data of all registered donors in our database to your registered information in our donation center. We regret to inform you that there are no matching heart donors for you at the moment. We will expand the scope of our search. If we find any donors who meet the requirements, we will inform you immediately.ā
Li Suiās eyes darkened, āThank you.ā
āItās our pleasure to help.ā
A beeping sound came from the phone. Li Sui looked down at all the people coming and going in the airport, his shoulders slouched lifelessly.

Hope Lu Shang is okay. He’s hiding something from Li Sui again, doesn’t he?
Thank you for the update!
Is Lu Shang getting worse?
This novel… it’s really an HE, right? šÆ
Li Sui smiled and handed the bowl of food to Lu Shang, āIf I could die a horrible death together with you, thatād be great.ā
Me think this is the sweetest sweetnothings I’ve ever heard.
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Thanks for the chapter!
Both of them are keeping secrets from each other…
So much like a newly married couple, too sweet and now they part again..
thank you for the chapter
I feel so much anxiety. It is obvious that Li Shang is sicker. If I were Li Sui, I would feel so regretful that while Li Shang was sick I was made to be so far away from him for longer than together. Those days are so precious.
I don’t know how this will end because both Li Shang and Li Sui love each other so much. Li Sui could very well kill himself to give away his heart to Lu Shang. And Li Sui could very well keep the heart since it would mean Li Sui could live inside him always.
I feel so sad for both of them. I want a miracle to happen.
Thank you for the updates!!!
Damn.. my perverted mind wants to read those two consecutive nights of excessive indulgence in sex š¤£š¤£
Thanks for the back to back chapters, Shiya š
Well, they’re back together… But their time is running out. Nooo.
Thanks for the chapter!
Keeping secrets from your loved one is very tiring. So, Li Sui mutated, huh?! From little turtle, through little tiger, to a big Shepherd dog.
Thank you for the chapter!
Now I’ as worried about his sight as his heart.
I really want a happy ending and am fearful it’s not looking great.
Thank you for translating.
Li Sui is looking for a heart donor, will he be able to find one? Hope so.