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Chapter 89: Loyalty—Part Eleven

Only after pausing blankly for a long while did Jiang Cheng finally shout, “What nonsense are you talking about?!”

Wen Ning seemed to be composed, “It’s not nonsense.”

Jiang Cheng, “Shut up! My core was… My core was…”

Wen Ning, “Was mended by BaoShan SanRen.”

Jiang Cheng, “How do you know? He even told you about this?”

Wen Ning, “He didn’t. Young Master Wei never mentioned it to anyone. I saw it with my own eyes.”

Jiang Cheng’s eyes were bloodshot as he laughed, “Liar! You were there? How could you have been there?! I was the only one who went up the mountain; you couldn’t have followed me!”

Wen Ning, “I didn’t follow you. I’d been on the mountain ever since the beginning.”

Veins lined Jiang Cheng’s forehead, “… Liar!”

Wen Ning, “Just listen and see if I’m lying! You had a piece of black cloth over your eyes when you went up the mountain. You were holding a long branch in your hand. You passed a stone forest when you were about to reach the top and you only managed to go around it after almost an entire hour.”

The muscles on Jiang Cheng’s face twitched slightly. Wen Ning continued, “And then you heard bell chimes. The chimes sent a flock of birds flying away. You held the branch tight in your hand, like holding a sword. When the bell chimes stopped, a sword was pressed against the center of your chest. You heard a woman’s voice, ordering you to stop going forward.”

Jiang Cheng’s entire body started to tremble as Wen Ning raised his voice, “You immediately stopped in your tracks, looking extremely nervous, almost a bit excited. The woman’s voice was very low. She asked you whom you were and how you found this place. You answered…”

Jiang Cheng roared, “Shut up!”

Wen Ning roared as well, “… You answered, you were Wei Ying, son of CangSe SanRen*! You talked about the destruction of your sect, the pandemonium at Lotus Pier, and that your golden core was dissolved by Wen ZhuLiu, the Core-Melting Hand. The woman asked you questions about your parents over and over again, and when you answered the last question, you suddenly caught the scent of something fragrant before you lost consciousness…”

*pronunciation change due to audio drama pronouncing it cang instead of zang.

Jiang Cheng seemed almost as if he was about to cover his ears with his hands, “Why do you know? How do you know?!”

Wen Ning, “Haven’t I told you already? I was right there, but not only that, Young Master Wei was there as well. Apart from us, there was also my sister, Wen Qing. In other words, on the entire mountain, we three were the only ones waiting for you.”

“Sect Leader Jiang, did you really think that it was the secluded residence of some… some BaoShan SanRen? Young Master Wei himself didn’t know where on Earth to find such a place either. His mother CangSe SanRen never revealed anything about where her teacher was to that young of a child! The mountain was nothing more than one of Yiling’s barren peaks!”

Shouting his voice hoarse, Jiang Cheng repeated the same things again and again, as if to use the malicious expression to conceal his sudden lack of words, “Nonsense! That’s fucking enough! Then why was my core mended?!”

Wen Ning, “Your core was never mended in the first place. It’d long since been completely melted by Wen ZhuLiu! The reason you thought it was mended was that my sister Wen Qing, the best medic of the QishanWen Sect, cut out Young Master Wei’s golden core and replaced yours with it!”

Jiang Cheng’s face was completely blank for a moment, “Replaced mine with it?”

Wen Ning, “That’s right! Why do you think he never used Suibian again and never carried it with him when he went out? Was it really because of some youthful arrogance? Could he have really enjoyed it when others said that he was impolite and lacked discipline, whether behind his back or not? It was because even if he carried it, there’d be no use! It was only because… if he carried his sword to those banquets and night-hunts, there’d definitely be people asking to duel him for whatever reasons. And he, without his golden core, was deprived of spiritual energy. If he used his sword, he wouldn’t be able to last long at all…”

Jiang Cheng stood blankly. His eyes glowed green. His lips quivered. He even forgot to use Zidian. Suddenly, he threw Suibian down and struck hard against Wen Ning’s chest with his hand, shouting, “Liar!”

Wen Ning staggered a few steps back from the force. He picked up Suibian, put it back inside its sheath, and shoved it into Jiang Cheng’s arms again, “Take it!”

Jiang Cheng couldn’t help but to take the sword. He didn’t move. Instead, at a loss as to what to do, he looked across at where Wei WuXian was. It was fine when he didn’t look, but now that he looked, Wei WuXian’s feeble appearance—pale-faced, blood still at the corners of his lips—hit his heart as though it were a hammer. Lan WangJi’s eyes chilled the air around his body, making it feel like a cave of ice.

Wen Ning, “Take this sword and go to the banquet hall, to the training field, to anywhere you want and ask every single person you see to pull the sword out. See if any one of them can pull it out! And then you’ll know if I’m lying or not! Sect Leader Jiang—you, so driven of a person, have been comparing yourself to others your whole life, but you have to know that you never should’ve been able to equal him!”

Jiang Cheng kicked Wen Ning before he stumbled toward the banquet hall, holding Suibian in his hand.

He bellowed as he ran in an almost crazed manner. Wen Ning was kicked onto one of the trees in the courtyard. He stood up slowly and turned to the other two. Lan WangJi’s immaculate face was at the moment more than pale. His expression was also covered in frost. After one last look at the YunmengJiang Sect’s ancestral hall, he lifted Wei WuXian’s body so that it rested steadily and finally walk away in the opposite direction without turning back.

Wen Ning, “Y-Young Master Lan, where are you going?”

Lan WangJi’s figure paused before the stairs, “Just now, he told me to take him away.”

Wen Ning followed at once, walking out the gates of Lotus Pier along with him.

At the dock, most of the group of boats that they used to come here had already gone back after they arrived at the destination. Only two old, unattended ferries were left in front of the dock. The ferries were both long and narrow, shaped like willow leaves, able to contain seven or eight people. Both ends of each ferry curved upward, with two oars at one end. Carrying Wei WuXian on his back, Lan WangJi stepped onto the ferry without any hesitation. With hurry, Wen Ning leaped onto the tail of the boat, taking up the oars voluntarily. With just two rows, the ferry steadily drifted quite a few feet away. Soon, the ferry had followed the water’s flow away from the dock, approaching the center of the river.

Lan WangJi let Wei WuXian lean on his body. He first fed him two pills. Only after he confirmed that he swallowed them properly did he take out his handkerchief and slowly wipe away the blood on his face.

Suddenly, Wen Ning’s nervous voice came over, “Y-Young Master Lan.”

Lan WangJi, “What is it?”

Wen Ning’s assertion back when he was in front of Jiang Cheng had already disappeared without a trace. He summoned up all his courage before speaking, “Please… Please don’t tell Young Master Wei that I revealed the secret of his core yet. He’s warned me very seriously to not tell anyone no matter what. Although I probably wouldn’t be able to keep him in the dark for long, I…”

After a moment of silence, Lan WangJi replied, “Do not worry.”

It seemed that Wen Ning let out a sigh of relief, even though dead people had no breath to sigh. He spoke earnestly, “Young Master Lan, thank you.”

Lan WangJi shook his head. Wen Ning, “Thank you for speaking up for me and my sister back then, on Koi Tower. I’ve always remembered it. For how I lost control afterwards, I… really am sorry.”

Lan WangJi didn’t answer. Wen Ning continued, “Thank you even more for looking after A-Yuan all these years.”

Hearing this, Lan WangJi looked up slightly. Wen Ning, “I thought every single person from our sect was dead. I really didn’t expect that A-Yuan would still be alive. He looks so much like my cousin when he was around twenty.”

Lan WangJi, “He hid inside the tree trunk for too long and caught a severe fever.”

Wen Ning nodded, “I know he must’ve been sick. He remembers nothing of his childhood. I chatted with him for a long time. He kept on talking about you.” He said somewhat disappointedly, “In the past, it was about Young Master Wei… It’s never been about me, anyways.”

Lan WangJi, “You did not tell him.”

Wen Ning, “You mean his background? No, I didn’t.”

He turned around with his back facing the two, speaking as he rowed the ferry diligently, “He’s doing very well right now. If he knew too much or remembered things that are too heavy… he wouldn’t be doing as well as he is right now.”

Lan WangJi, “It is only a matter of time.”

Wen Ning hesitated for a moment, “Yes. It’s only a matter of time.” He looked up at the sky, “Just like Young Master Wei and Sect Leader Jiang. It was only a matter of time before Sect Leader Jiang knew about the core. He couldn’t have kept it from Sect Leader Jiang for his whole life, could he?”

The night was silent, and the river’s flow heavy.

Suddenly, Lan WangJi spoke up, “Is it painful?”

Wen Ning, “What?”

Lan WangJi, “Cutting out one’s core. Is it painful?”

Wen Ning, “If I said it wasn’t, Young Master Lan, you wouldn’t believe it either, would you?”

Lan WangJi, “I thought Wen Qing would find a way.”

Wen Ning, “Before we went up the mountain, my sister did make many anesthetics, hoping they’d reduce the pain of cutting out his core. But then she found out that those anesthetics were absolutely useless. Because if the person is under anesthetized conditions when the core is being cut out, seperating from the body, the core would be affected as well. It was hard to tell whether it’d dissolve, when it’d dissolve.”

Lan WangJi, “… And so?”

Wen Ning’s rowing paused for an instant, “And so, the person whose core is being cut out has to be awake.”

He had to be awake. He had to watch the golden core connected to his spiritual pathways be peeled from his body. He had to feel the gradual suppression, sedation, settlement of his originally surging spiritual powers, all until they became a pool of dead water, unable to rise ever again.

Only after a long while did Lan WangJi’s voice sound again, somewhat hoarse. The first word seemed to tremble, “Constantly awake?”

Wen Ning, “Two nights and one day. Constantly awake.”

Lan WangJi, “What were the chances?”

Wen Ning, “About half.”

“Half.” Soundlessly, Lan WangJi took in a deep breath. He then shook his head, repeating, “… Half.”

He tightened the arm he wrapped around Wei WuXian’s shoulders. His knuckles were already growing white. 

Wen Ning, “After all, in the past, nobody had ever actually tried transferring golden cores before. Although my sister had written an essay on core transfer, she’d only made some conjectures. Nobody at all would let her experiment on them, so the conjectures stayed conjectures. All of the seniors said that she was letting her imagination run wild. On top of that, it was unrealistic. Everyone knew that nobody would willingly give their golden core to someone else, for if this really happened, they themselves would become absolutely useless, never able to reach the pinnacle or go anywhere in life at all. And so, when Young Master Wei first came back for us, my sister refused to do it. She warned him that the article and actually conducting the experiment were two different things. She was not even half confident.

“But Young Master Wei kept on bothering her. He said that half was fine too. There was an equal chance of succeeding and failing. If his core was ruined, he’d manage to live on, but Sect Leader Jiang was a different case. He was too driven. He laid too much emphasis on such a subject. Cultivation was his life. If Sect Leader Jiang could only be an ordinary person, unable to go anywhere in life, his entire life would be over.”

Lan WangJi looked down. His glass-like eyes gazed at Wei WuXian’s face as he extended his hand. In the end, he only brushed the tip of his finger against Wei WuXian’s cheek, almost unnoticeably.

Wen Ning turned around. He couldn’t help but ask, “Young Master Lan, you don’t seem too surprised about this. Did you… Did you know about this as well?”

“…” Lan WangJi managed, “I only knew that his spiritual powers were somehow impaired.”

But to think this was the truth.

Wen Ning, “If not because of this…”

If not because there really wasn’t a second path to walk on.

At this point, the head leaning against Lan WangJi’s shoulder shifted slightly. Wei WuXian’s lashes trembled as he slowly awakened.

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  1. This chapter was so beautiful and heartbreaking! I love Wen Ning so much, and the story of what really happened with the core was so sad omg omg!

  2. … that was…brutal.
    Wei WuXian took his Sect’s motto “to attempt the impossible” too literal, I believe even Jiang FengMian wouldn’t have approved of self mutilation.
    Oh this Wei WuXian truly doesn’t know any boundaries. He’d do anything for the people he loves.
    Now Jiang Cheng can no longer deny that he is loved unconditionally, just sad that it took such a gruesome act.

    Wen Ning, everybody needs a friend as good as him, Lan Wangji is the soothing bedrock what Wei WuXian needs.

    Thanks for another chapter.

    1. Just remember what Madam Yu told Wei Ying when she sent the boys away. She made Wei Ying promise to keep Jiang Cheng alive, even to the point of sacrificing himself.
      And being the hopeless cinnamon roll that our Wei WuXian is, he honored this last wish with everything he had.

      1. Yes I do remember, although my perception is not that he did it simply out of a sense of duty. He saw how devastated Jiang Cheng was, he tried to bring him to safety and persuade him to take time to heal and come up with a plan, but since Jiang Cheng was inconsolable, lost all his will power to live due to lack of his core. The pain of seeing his loved one suffer was greater than any promise he gave Madame Yu. He wanted to do everything in his power to mend him and he was determined to overcome and make Jiang Cheng whole again, which he did. Still I would not congratulate him on this choice, not because Jiang Cheng doesn’t deserve it, but because Wei WuXian didn’t.

      2. I think that WWX had no choice, being the person he is, because losing JC as wld have happened, if he stayed as that, wld have been way worse for WWX. Without JC, it’s the entire clan and sect that wld have been gone, thus the sacrifice of their parents in vain. That wld have been way more painful to WWX than losing his golden core, especially as he had already been thinking to use ressentful energy on the past, so I wldn’t be surprised that in those 3 days of pondering, he’s been thinking about it.

  3. First of all — Thanks for the chapter!! We really enjoy your efforts and we are eternally grateful for all your hard work! 🙏🏻💖
    Second — Sorry for not commenting in the past chapter 😖

    Okay, let’s go
    OMG
    I don’t even know what to say. I love Jiang Cheng so much, it must be so hard to him… His whole life he was being compared to Wei Wuxian by his mother and then himself. He loved Wei Wuxian back then, and Wei Wuxian loved him as much as possible.
    Wei Ying protected Jiang Cheng with all his being, and a lot of things happened… Could Wei Ying be dead because of the tranfering core surgery? 🙁
    Lan Wangji was just so worried about this past events 😭 He is so sweet, God I love him
    I already know about Jiang Cheng’s core because I always read spoilers on twitter 🙁 I don’t regret it but I wonder if I would be more impressed if I didn’t know about this, maybe I could even have cried 😅
    But well.
    I love Wen Ning too… He is such a sweet boy 😭 He needs more love!!!

    Thanks once more for the chapter!! I can’t wait for the next one 😀💖

    1. This is just conjecture, but if you remember, WWX when he was young thought to somehow control resentful energy of ghosts instead of use a cultivators own internal energies to repress other ghosts.
      I assume that even if he has no internal energy any more, he still understands how to move and manipulate energy. So he found a way to use that resentful energy to meet his needs. Thus the demonic path.

    2. It’s actually precisely because he didn’t have a core anumore that he turned toward the demonic path since it’s using ressentful energies rather than spiritual energy.

  4. I managed to catch up today and was lucky enough to see the chapter 89 update! And finally, I’ve been waiting for someone to smack the sense into Jiang Cheng. WWX is already my favorite in the novel and I can’t help but love him more since nothing stops him! Anyway, thank you so much for taking the time to translate and share everything! Thank you!

  5. Lets see, if people will forgive him for the two rampages with the stygian tiger seal. Besides most people in this novel are extraordinarily narrow-minded.

  6. Thanks for translating~✨ This chapter breaks my heart💔 WWX truly loves his family and still JC treats him like that :cc to have the world against him just because he wanted to protect the innocent ones and those dear to him, it’s plain sad.

  7. Thank you for this chapter! (I already knew what happened from this chapter from spoilers previously), but it’s entirely a different experience to read this through you K-San, so thanks!

    Anyways, I just want to say (and I won’t spoil this), I am really thankful to Wen Ning for revealing this to Jiang Cheng, because Jiang Cheng seriously deserves this slap so he could wake up and let the past be in the past, and stop hating on Wei Ying. Wei Ying didn’t do it to guilt-trip him, otherwise, he would have told Jiang Cheng a long time ago… He did it because it’s the only way that can save Jiang Cheng, by sacrificing his own golden core, his life cultivation to save (what he see as) his brother. Jiang Cheng imo was the ungrateful one, but it’s good now that he realized the truth even when he’s still in denial, because it’s what is needed to give his character a development that is needed. I wanted him and Wei Ying to reconcile and be like before again, but if it didn’t work out… then, I guess it’s just not meant to be…. But to me, why this didn’t work out isn’t Weiying’s fault, but Jiang Cheng because HE’S the one who is being antagonist and continues to be it (IF that’s the case) and HE’S the one who cause ill/irrepairable feelings for Weiying when he opens his mouth!!! (Wei Ying is the most selfless person I know, he doesn’t deserve to be cast aside and be treated that way!!! But I’m glad Lan Zhan is here to protect him and makes him happy, because ever since Lan Zhan is in Wei Ying’s life, he’s a much happier person, and I’m glad, because Wangxian deserves to be happy after all they’ve been through!!) Lan Zhan is truly the person who deserves Wei Ying’s love!!!

    P.S: I’m going to end this by saying, the reason why Wei Ying walk this demonic path isn’t because he was incapable… BUT it’s because, there’s no other path for him to walk on….. And well, let’s just say I AGREE with what Wen Ning said in this chapter, especially that thing about Suibian. Wen Ning truly understand Wei Ying’s character than some readers who calls Wei Ying for being an “shitty” master earlier….

  8. Both Wen Ning and Lan Zhan are loyal to Wei Ying in their own respective ways, and it’s really endearing to see the way they value Wei Ying so much. Thanks for the update, K-san! ♥

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