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ST Chapter 55

Main part 55 of the report

My parents, who did not expect me from the start, were suddenly happy with their changes and were able to cope with their own home business. I left her in the bedroom and used it as an excuse not to violate it. He was a kind person anywhere. The only condition was that he had to help clean the room. This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version.

The back day was very beautiful and almost I could not accept it.

I often worked until midnight, I saw someone who was waiting for me, I fell asleep, sat on my bed, leaning against my head.

This evening, I could not stop attending him every day, when I quickly kissed the corners of my lips, and I imagined it. At that time, my desire did not allow me to just smile. I want to pick him up. My desire to touch him grew every day.

Although I no longer have my class, he often sent a class when he did not have an hour to go to his room. His room was not large. There was a strange ocean in the window, and when I went there, I often poured water. XiaoFu’s brain remembered only the words of the book, he naturally forgets water in the stature.

He leaned against my shoulder with a hand, laughed and said. “This cactus will be a plan, as long as it’s a little for a few days.

Four years ago I remember the time when we started malt cakes to flourish …

That day he received a letter and gave me a huge smile that gave me jealousy. He said that his wife had written that he wanted to go home in front of him. She told everyone that he was missing at home.

He said that he was leaving his job at the end of his career. He said that in recent years he has already saved enough money, but if you become a teacher in your home in the future, you can still survive. We did not have to leave my wife flowing elsewhere …

He said … you should also find a group …

At that time, do not you know how bad your unusual senses are? I really wanted to catch him from the chair and take him out!

Indeed, by my strength at that time, I could confuse him without knowing anything, linking him from my side. But when I saw their eyes, I let him go …

I could not move.

Back, I also wanted to avoid the truth about the man he liked. I think it would be better if he had not seen him for a long time. If he were not with me, I thought I could forget him … This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version.

After shooting I did not leave him. He was a teacher and I was a student. This was a gap between him and me.

I let you go without looking for real death. He did not know what feelings I had for him, the feeling that he almost wounded tremendously.

During the second year of college, I felt all sorts of guilt in my shoulder. I live as an intruder on his side. I was very stubborn to touch him after sleeping.

Suffering and trouble, me always ate me until I lost.

However, when I came to society, many girls approached me. All sorts of perfume and beautiful clothes felt very unfair until I started walking on the gay bar. But its face and the new body can not completely compare the feelings that I felt from a faint smile …

I liked this person, only this person liked it.

I have never left Him, so I will never forget it. I remember how I was shaking when I was sitting under a tree behind a hill after a snow day.

And when I go and decide to find him!

I do not think he was killed in an accident and died on his way home.

He was never found in the world. I had an idea of ​​the palm size that remained in me.

I locked him on my side.

I should not let him come back!

I do not need it!

I could not even imagine that there is something else in this world that looks like you. The day I saw her from the window of the car window, it was as if I had seen him. “From university time …

It was incredible. In that case, my heart flush almost.

ShangFan touches someone’s black hair on the bed a bit, it’s soft to touch with a slight curl as it was at that time. Finally, I grabbed you from me. The same thing as before does not happen. I did not let you go. I never … should not This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version.[/hide]

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Main Story Part 55

My parents who originally had no hopes for me suddenly became extremely delighted from my changes, and started to let me handle the businesses at home. I used this as an excuse to hang out in his dormitory and wouldn’t leave. He was a gentle person in the first place anyways, and the only condition was that I had to help him clean his room.

The days back then were so fine it’s almost unbelievable to me.

I often worked until midnight to see the person who was waiting for me, already asleep leaning against the bed with his head tilted.

That night after I kissed the corner of his lips swiftly and uncontrollably, I couldn’t restrain myself from going to see him everyday. By then, my desire did not allow me to be satisfied with only smatterings. I wanted to hug him. My desire to touch him increased with each passing day…

Even if I didn’t have his classes anymore, I still ditched class often when he didn’t have lessons to go to his room. His room wasn’t big. There was a sea urchin cactus placed on the windowsill, and I frequently watered it when I went there. XiaoFu’s brain only remembered the words in books, so naturally he would forget to water the plants.

He used to lean against my shoulders with his hands and say with a smile, “That cactus will become skinnier if it doesn’t see you for a few days. It’s very sad.”

Four years, I remember when we parted the sea urchin cactus could already flower…

That day he carried a letter and had such a huge smile it made me jealous. He said that his wife wrote to him wanting him to go home earlier. She said that everyone at home missed him.

He said that when I graduated he was going to quit his job. He told me that he had already saved up enough money over the past few years, and he could still maintain livelihood if he became a teacher in his hometown in the future. There was no need to always drift about in other places and abandon his wife…

He said… you should also find a partner…

Back then, how could I not know how perverted and abnormal my own feelings towards him were? I really wanted to seize him from his chair and pull him over!

Actually, with my power at the time, I could definitely ravish him without anyone knowing and tie him by my side. However, when I looked at his hopeful eyes I let go…

I… couldn’t make a move.

Back then I also wanted to escape from the truth of personally liking men. I thought that it would get better if I didn’t see him for a long time. I thought that I could forget about him if he wasn’t close to me…

After taking the graduation photos, I didn’t even say goodbye to him. He was a teacher, and I was a student. This was gap between him and I.

I let go without even having a real kiss. He didn’t even know the feelings I had for him, the feelings that were almost abnormally perverted.

During the two years of university, I carried all sorts of guilty emotions on my shoulder. I lived like a thief by his side. I greatly restrained myself from touching him after he fell asleep.

The suffering and guilt constantly devoured me until I let go.

However when I entered society, so many girls approached me. All sorts of perfumes and gorgeous outfits made me feel extreme disgust to the point where I started to set foot in gay bars. However, those faces and young bodies could never compare to the amount of thrills I felt from his faint smile…

I only liked such a person, and only that person.

His figure never left and thus I could never forget. I could still remember the way he waved to me when he sat beneath the tree at the bottom of the back of the hill after it had snowed…

And when I decided to go find him!

I would have never imagined that on the way back home he was involved in a car accident and… died….

He was nowhere to be found in this world. I only had a photo that was the size of my palm left between us.

I should’ve just locked him by my side back then!!!

I shouldn’t have let him go back then!!!

I shouldn’t have!!

Even I couldn’t have imagined that there would be someone else in this world that looked so similar to you. That day when I saw him through the glass of the car window, it was just as if I saw ‘him’ from the times back in university…

It was unbelievable. My heart almost stopped beating in that instance.

ShangFan gently touches the black hair of the person on the bed, and like back then, it’s soft to touch with slight curls. Finally, I’ve finally locked you by my side. The same thing won’t happen again like before. I shouldn’t have let you leave my sight. I should never have…

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Dan_riyadi
Dan_riyadi
December 19, 2017 9:48 pm

Thank you for your update,..

CrushUrHeart
CrushUrHeart
December 19, 2017 9:52 pm

Nah author… That’s a dirty trick your playing. I’ve already decided to hate shangfan, you can’t make his sob story confuse my heart 😢

Why is everyone in this story has a heartbreaking origin story 😥 now my kokoro is confuse..

Thank you translator-san for the fast updates 😄 already 55 chapters in such a short time, thats amazing!

soleil_nyaaan
soleil_nyaaan
December 20, 2017 8:46 am

This story before ShangFan become twisted 😩 so sad. I can’t blame ShangFan’s possessiveness, he’s just traumatized.. 😩😩

QueenShiro
QueenShiro
December 23, 2017 12:44 am

and now my heart is confuse T^T I have another ship but I’m sad for shangfan.

Mjod
Mjod
September 22, 2020 5:25 pm

Uwu.. I was expecting this!

Lucenass
Lucenass
December 9, 2020 7:33 pm

I wont forgive even of you have that kind of past. to be substituted just bcs of you cant let go him. what a trash

Vkun6
Vkun6
February 14, 2021 6:47 am

I’m wondering if YS was left in orphanage because FS’s wife abandon him or if he was an illegitimate child :v
He said he didn’t know his father after all.
The timeline is pretty good SF and YS are 10 years apart and here the father is 30. But there’s no mentioned child, i guess.
I believe I’m not the only one wondering that ?

blubeagle
blubeagle
April 20, 2021 5:06 pm

Interesting. Are we supposed to feel sorry for this psychopathic sociopath?

Thedefender
Thedefender
May 13, 2021 2:00 pm

No sob story can erase the fact that he was a rapist. If he really loves XiaoFu he will not desecrate his son. This is a mark of a psychopath. A rapist and a psychopath

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