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IOTS Chapter 12

Chapter 12

Voice I, even I, I’m sorry. I did not think of something, “I could not hear myself, I just wanted to do it for it. I think I went too far, but I know what I say is not useful. But we will never again see one the other, I hope you’ll forget this unfortunate event. This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version.

After a long time I came back to things, I thought the words that I said are not people.

His eyes leaned slightly, he whispered: “I just want you to have a happy life in the future.”

We would indulge the same thing. My heart was dead ash when I sat on the train. I’ve heard Pachebel’s Canon a hundred times. My tears stopped racing.

I went back to the bedroom and I slept for a month. So, as I thought I wanted to abandon it, I rarely ran to colleagues, I removed my personal affairs and sat on a plane to the United States. From that moment I lost contact with all the Chinese. It was deliberately made. I was afraid to hear news about her how to get her lover or wedding. In spite of whether it’s wonderful or sweet, I’m ready to live in my fantastic world, so I did not have to make an attack.

After a long time I came back.

But he was no longer there.

He was no longer in this world.

Someone has ever said that homosexual love brings bad results. Even if it’s written by others, some people will always be killed as part of the plan or both will die. So I was angry, I never thought of all the accidents, like a car crash, but when it was my turn, I was just like a dramatic drama in drama He would say he was like a life.

He was not involved in some accident, but in exchange he ended up a healthy life.

Perhaps I thought he had chosen this option, it was not mine. Although the pain and pain of the past year had not gone, he would not finish his life now. All honesty After I fell in love with him, I settled in my little world. On the other hand he was different. The delicate nature of depression was caused by the social behavior of autism. He did not cover this world and the world did not have a place to know it. He never mixed with the outside world. He never thought of putting others into a pure watercolor in an aquarium. I could not deeply understand this function until I remembered all the details of my life that I knew.

But I still could not eliminate these pain. Sometimes I stand to my headstone and I’m thinking of the 18th year to our last leadership. I understood deeply that “sadness is sad”. I think I’ve dried all the tears in my life in one month. I was cowardly, related to other causes, like my seventy moments of foolishness of youth, etc. I was nobody.

But I could not release myself, I got him so innocent, but I finally lost him forever.

I was closer to him when he was in the grave, but at the same time we were the closest. When I was injured, I remembered that someone could say that the world’s most extreme distance is not life and death, separation, but I stood with you. Well, if you do not know that I love you, I mean, That is not that, I suppose that the most distant life is always life and death. If he could stand up, I would have enough courage to say that, but I could never do it. This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version.

If you love someone, waiting for when you want to express it, God may not give you an opportunity, so you can say it as soon as possible.

I will leave this place and I am ready to start a new life when I will not suffer any further misery. I carefully addressed the things he had belonged as if he wanted to remember or half wanted to remember half of his life he owned

When I brought a book of books, a letter appeared suddenly. The sign in the lower right corner was Li ZhenYun. A very well-known word could never speak again.

There were also small papers. Here is my colleague’s handwriting. With your letter, I put it in between your books. I have something.

It was before my previous day from China, so I wrote it when I went to her. In that day I was not, my colleague left me. He put it firmly into the book, but it was a great joke that luck played me.

My colleague taught me about that and forgotten it. In a state of haptic mind, I embarked on these books in emergencia. It was a small thing that changed the life of a person incorrectly.

The letter contained only a few simple words. If I had another life, I will be alone for always because loved ones do not love me.

The whole letter is written in every universe and the universe …

I had my name

T / N

Thank you for joining this novel here, and I think you liked it. Only with depression and sadness, the real coast has not finished, but there is no sadness and unfailingness. A real tragedy that a person dies alive. More stick around the stick:

Add here: I ran from damn eyes, omfg. For me, this novel of these simple 12 chapters is far more difficult than I can explain. I was diagnosed with a severe depression when I was twelve, and in the last 13 years I was the head of my monster living with it. I sleep, says it’s easy, not so. Depression does not know what you are doing and you do not even know if you are. That’s just how to raise the clear glittering water of the legs and go to the beach with a happy family to notice that the sand disappears and the water is black under your feet. Life may not always be what you want, I’ve learned in the years even if my depression has happened, I’ll talk to my hands to get these dark water. To find something you need.

So, if you just know those who have read it and for people who are in a similar situation, you are not alone. This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version.



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October 29, 2017 5:43 pm

Thanks for the chapter!

October 29, 2017 6:16 pm

I like how this was the chapter I decided to take a look at 🙂 Thanks, Rui, thanks.

“If you love someone, you should say it as soon as possible because once you wait until you want to express it, perhaps god won’t give you the chance to.”

_(´ཀ`」 ∠)_ Should have clicked on PTSB or something instead. Now I can’t do any productive work.

October 29, 2017 6:19 pm

I haven’t cried this much since my parents divorce😭😭😭that’s why u should let ur feelings out in da open stupid laoda 🙁 Rui seriously thanks for da amazing choice of this novel n I am very grateful for ur work.. It’s not happy ending but it sure is full of such devoted luv Addis I salute u for overcoming ur darkness n not just me but many ppl out there are soo thankful to u n ur group for giving us such gud tyms by ur amazing works .. BTW I like ur both original novels … Though in my… Read more »

October 29, 2017 6:20 pm

Omg… i am bawling my eyes here… thank you for translating this. 😢😢

October 29, 2017 6:33 pm

My nose is sooooo clogged up 😭 Uuuuhhh I really am not fit for this kind of stories, my heart can’t take it but its beautiful. Thanks guys

October 29, 2017 7:04 pm

Daaaaaamn, huhuhuhu i hate this type of endings 💔

October 29, 2017 7:05 pm

AHHHHH WHYYYYY godammit I read the spoiler tags but I’m still this affected. WHYYY

Hesitation is always someone’s greatest enemy. He should’ve said something dammit. But since they got off to a bad start, LaoDa never got the confidence to do that…And now it’s too late.

I’m just gonna make up an HE reincarnation fanfic for this in my mind to quell the sadness in my heart

October 29, 2017 7:06 pm

Knowing what’s coming doesn’t make it easier. Shit
LaoDa was one of the few characters truly sorry for what he did. He really changed and it’s completely fucked up that his self loathing kept him from confessing. Li ZhenYun was too timid and fate was a bitch.

I’m so upset but who can I blame.

Thanks for the update.
Thanks for the tears.
There’s no alternate ending is there?😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😖😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

October 29, 2017 8:24 pm

Thank you for your hard work. I am crying my eyes out. I dont like sad stories but I had to finish this one. If only they confess. Then again I truly hate my rapist until this day.

October 29, 2017 9:14 pm

theres a reason why i stay away from be sotires. but the moral of the story is there 😭😭😭 Thank you for the story

October 29, 2017 9:48 pm

Oh gosh! I never expected this to be the last part, it seemed so sudden. I was really interested in what Lao Da was going to do next. Ah, poor baby. He got the bad end. I really enjoy stories like this. I find them more down to earth and relatable than your typical bl story. I thought this was cute in a strange way. Like, isn’t that just how it goes- always second guessing your life choices, wishing you could go back and do it all over again? Not everything in life is happy, sometimes there are no second… Read more »

October 29, 2017 10:17 pm

Who told me to grow onion field in my eyes damn

October 29, 2017 11:08 pm

oh my, surely there us more? please don’t leave me confused and bitter with a stuffy heart. the feels is unreal with this book. every chapter has been nerve wrecking but i can’t seem to wait until the next update. thank you so much for all your hard work.

pleas tell me Lao Da gets some closure in the end. I just can’t rught now….

October 30, 2017 2:13 am

Tsk. I should notice it’s a tragedy once…. Now I 0

October 30, 2017 2:32 am

To be honest, I thought that the one who comitted suicide was Laoda, intead of our poor Zhenyun. I did not shed a single tears, I guess the spoiler tag prepared myself for this kind of ending. But it’s still depressing in the end…

And now my head is full with if onlys.
If only laoda could muster his courage and confess to zhenyun
If only that colleague told laoda about the letter
If only fate is not that bitch enough to seperate our couple.

Guess I should hole up in my own room to cope with this…

October 30, 2017 2:33 am

Oh I cut 1 kg onions.. Oh no its more… My tears won’t stop… Still thank you for translating this novel….

October 30, 2017 3:42 am

WAAaaaaaa 😫😭 I hate the way this ends I feel horrible now even my stomach is in knots heart wrenching tragedies are not my preferred read (didn’t read the tags but after the first couple of chapters I knew but it was already to late I was hooked) I don’t think I could handle reading it a second time BUT ITS REALLY QUITE GOOD so THANK YOU RUI 😘FOR TRANSLATING THIS 👍for us all to . . . enjoy ? um maybe enjoy isn’t well I guess it could work (for me that is) if enjoy is like slowly getting… Read more »

October 30, 2017 5:44 am

I don’t know. Why? Whyyyyyy?! 😲 I downloaded every chapter of this translation for me to reread it. However, in this case, I don’t think I still can. Fuck, that freaking hurts 😭 I never to get to see that in those tags, there’s “suicide”. Every chapter, I badly wished for them to be reconciled. From when Laoda saved Li ZhenYun from the bike incident. NOOOOOOOOO! Is this really the end? 😭😭😭😭😭😭 Anyway, thank you EXS esp. the translator! I thought my birthday would go smoothly, not until I read this. HAHAHAHA.

October 30, 2017 8:51 pm

hello, is this the police? i’d like to report a murder that occurred approximately 2 minutes ago.
victim: me
cause of death: heartbreak

November 16, 2017 9:19 am

Mah heart is broken… i’m sad 😭😭😭

December 17, 2017 5:44 am

It freaking hurts …..😢💔

December 20, 2017 8:32 pm

Dios que triste…tenia la esperanza de un final feliz pero esta historia a desquebrajado mi corazon…
Estoy tan triste que me duele el pecho.
Creo que escribiré un fanfic donde sus almas se reencuentran y son felices. Para llenar el vacio que me dejo este triste final 😖😫😿😿😿😿

December 21, 2017 2:09 pm

Thank You for the hard work. It may not be showing outside, but I’m crying inside.

Alex B
Alex B
January 3, 2018 7:52 am

This story is heavily sad. They both never get to know how it feels to be loved even for a second. to experience a real lovers touch and to hear the words “I love you”. until now only beijing story(Lan Yu) had given me a chaotic feeling upon finishing, this story is sadder. huuu my heart is chaotic.

April 4, 2018 8:07 am

Okay, I actually had a lot to do today, but now I won´t be able to get done ANYTHING!
Damn it, I haven´t cried because of a story since I read “The fault in our stars” a few years ago, but this really hit me.
Thank you very much for uploading this!

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