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IOTS Chapter 12

Chapter 12

Voice I, even I, I’m sorry. I did not think of something, “I could not hear myself, I just wanted to do it for it. I think I went too far, but I know what I say is not useful. But we will never again see one the other, I hope you’ll forget this unfortunate event. This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version.

After a long time I came back to things, I thought the words that I said are not people.

His eyes leaned slightly, he whispered: “I just want you to have a happy life in the future.”

We would indulge the same thing. My heart was dead ash when I sat on the train. I’ve heard Pachebel’s Canon a hundred times. My tears stopped racing.

I went back to the bedroom and I slept for a month. So, as I thought I wanted to abandon it, I rarely ran to colleagues, I removed my personal affairs and sat on a plane to the United States. From that moment I lost contact with all the Chinese. It was deliberately made. I was afraid to hear news about her how to get her lover or wedding. In spite of whether it’s wonderful or sweet, I’m ready to live in my fantastic world, so I did not have to make an attack.

After a long time I came back.

But he was no longer there.

He was no longer in this world.

Someone has ever said that homosexual love brings bad results. Even if it’s written by others, some people will always be killed as part of the plan or both will die. So I was angry, I never thought of all the accidents, like a car crash, but when it was my turn, I was just like a dramatic drama in drama He would say he was like a life.

He was not involved in some accident, but in exchange he ended up a healthy life.

Perhaps I thought he had chosen this option, it was not mine. Although the pain and pain of the past year had not gone, he would not finish his life now. All honesty After I fell in love with him, I settled in my little world. On the other hand he was different. The delicate nature of depression was caused by the social behavior of autism. He did not cover this world and the world did not have a place to know it. He never mixed with the outside world. He never thought of putting others into a pure watercolor in an aquarium. I could not deeply understand this function until I remembered all the details of my life that I knew.

But I still could not eliminate these pain. Sometimes I stand to my headstone and I’m thinking of the 18th year to our last leadership. I understood deeply that “sadness is sad”. I think I’ve dried all the tears in my life in one month. I was cowardly, related to other causes, like my seventy moments of foolishness of youth, etc. I was nobody.

But I could not release myself, I got him so innocent, but I finally lost him forever.

I was closer to him when he was in the grave, but at the same time we were the closest. When I was injured, I remembered that someone could say that the world’s most extreme distance is not life and death, separation, but I stood with you. Well, if you do not know that I love you, I mean, That is not that, I suppose that the most distant life is always life and death. If he could stand up, I would have enough courage to say that, but I could never do it. This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version.

If you love someone, waiting for when you want to express it, God may not give you an opportunity, so you can say it as soon as possible.

I will leave this place and I am ready to start a new life when I will not suffer any further misery. I carefully addressed the things he had belonged as if he wanted to remember or half wanted to remember half of his life he owned

When I brought a book of books, a letter appeared suddenly. The sign in the lower right corner was Li ZhenYun. A very well-known word could never speak again.

There were also small papers. Here is my colleague’s handwriting. With your letter, I put it in between your books. I have something.

It was before my previous day from China, so I wrote it when I went to her. In that day I was not, my colleague left me. He put it firmly into the book, but it was a great joke that luck played me.

My colleague taught me about that and forgotten it. In a state of haptic mind, I embarked on these books in emergencia. It was a small thing that changed the life of a person incorrectly.

The letter contained only a few simple words. If I had another life, I will be alone for always because loved ones do not love me.

The whole letter is written in every universe and the universe …

I had my name

T / N

Thank you for joining this novel here, and I think you liked it. Only with depression and sadness, the real coast has not finished, but there is no sadness and unfailingness. A real tragedy that a person dies alive. More stick around the stick:

Add here: I ran from damn eyes, omfg. For me, this novel of these simple 12 chapters is far more difficult than I can explain. I was diagnosed with a severe depression when I was twelve, and in the last 13 years I was the head of my monster living with it. I sleep, says it’s easy, not so. Depression does not know what you are doing and you do not even know if you are. That’s just how to raise the clear glittering water of the legs and go to the beach with a happy family to notice that the sand disappears and the water is black under your feet. Life may not always be what you want, I’ve learned in the years even if my depression has happened, I’ll talk to my hands to get these dark water. To find something you need.

So, if you just know those who have read it and for people who are in a similar situation, you are not alone. This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version.

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February 17, 2021 11:30 am

Thank you for translating this piece Iceberg, it would not have been possible for me to be able to read it. Sending love to the whole EXR Team 🙂

March 3, 2021 7:35 pm

I’m speechless! 😶

April 25, 2021 6:23 am

I was pained when I read this piece this sounds like a true story and has much to learn from. With just a word from that person could save a life and clear out the doubt we have , well I just hope it’s a story and nothing more . Nice piece thank you

August 18, 2021 1:05 pm

dafuq. i know im reading a tragedy. i just thought that im strong now. but ggrraaahdbj i hate tragedies but why do i read 😭 my eyes swollen

i was reading this while Yuan (wish) by Ai Chen was playing. you know what the effin translated lyrics are??

My wish is that, in this lifetime,
i walk a journey with you again
one where I don’t let you down

August 18, 2021 1:09 pm

one sorry and one i love you is enough! why didn’t you tell each other

this is the universe’ payback for you laoda.

May 17, 2022 3:49 am

Okay, I’m not okay. My mind was in a state of shock and confusion when it stated that he was no longer in this world. I was expecting a heart felt confession, not a tragic ending. And that letter just punch you in the gut. Poor LZY, such an innocent soul. I just wanted him to have a happy ending. LD deserve his ending for what he did to LZY and for breaking his heart. Redo. Redo. Someone redo the ending.

May 20, 2022 11:53 pm

Okay, it’s been a couple days and I’m still not okay. I just get so depressed thinking of poor Li ZhenYun. He ended his own life because of the unbearable loneliness he must be feeling all his life, thinking that the person he loves doesn’t love him in return. Plus the hopelessness he must be feeling when LaoDa left and said he would not return. On top of that LaoDa left for America without responding to his confession. It breaks my heart that he loves LaoDa so much but the only thing

May 30, 2022 4:59 am

thank u for sharing this to us!!

July 31, 2022 12:33 am

This is my second time reading this short story and it wasn’t any less heart breaking. In fact, it is one of the first novels I read when I first started reading BLs. You did such an exceptional job translating it. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. If you love someone don’t hesitate to express your feeling whether they reciprocate or not. In the end it will be one less regret for your heart to bear. Thank you for your hard work EXR team.

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