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Tattoo (Iffan CP)
The new year was very late. This was the year I erased CanSheng’s first and last critical plan. This winter is not snowy yet. I arrived in the second half of the New Year, so I really did not leave this house. Throughout the year I lived in a house surrounded by a window and I was with him. This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version. If you have any questions about this, maybe you should read the FAQ.
I’m thinking about my future with this person and the dog reminded me of this age.
However, Lee Cancin gave me a special gift this winter. When I opened my eyes on the New Year’s Eve, I found that I was returning to the small stage where I lived with her.
It was the place where the flowers bloomed before me.
Before I woke up, I really could not believe it. Family flat table, nostalgic window …
It was my old room. I needed a day to get used to the new environment, but CanSheng told me that the process was delayed. But I felt happy and I could not stop the extraordinary happiness.
My feet were flashing. For a long time I did not feel it, but I could not do it for a long time. I’ll move the chair over the window. I sat there and looked at the back of the glass plate. The rose roses were wasted for a long time, but it was still full.
Of course, I still stood CanSheng on the window, and then remembered the floral scent attached to him.
I did not know when he brought me secretly. I did not want to cry for him purely on my own. I was happy. I could not believe in this reality …
Mills sat at me and it seemed sick. Perhaps he was depressed, because he knew that CanSheng tried to steal him.
Last night, when CanSheng chewed on the bare body, I suddenly suddenly …
I hid my head and went to the kitchen slowly. You do not know what he was doing because CanSheng was already busy enough.
I opened the door and went to see him eating tomatoes. The soup was cooked in the next pot. I could smear some mushrooms and corn for other pigs.
He dominated the knife’s ability and definitely cut the tomatoes. He acted correctly, precisely, but he used such abilities in the kitchen …
He had a pink apron that I wanted to buy. He drives his head on his back, black balls are still beautiful and attractive over time. But all his eyebrows were severely cut off. “What are you doing here? The room is damp and not good for your feet.”
In any case, I laughed at eating and body. “I already have it a year ago.
I lay and threw tomatoes in my mouth. I lifted the lid from the boiler and, as expected, was pork and corn. Using two closets, I took the pig and drank it for dinner. He lifted his head, opened his mouth and grabbed the body.
People and peanuts have practiced this perfect movement.
I shook the table spoon next to me, I imported a cup of soup, turned my back and saw in my chest and chest.
To be honest, I saw him watching food and he enjoyed it for free. He was probably the only person in the kitchen who used such wonderful methods …
I sat silently with cotton slippers and saw two legs. This time there will be one less metal chain. Only the left leg chain is still attached to the floor of the room, and I am again connected to this place.
Before my eyes were tired, but I do not mind, because now I’m used to it. However, since the painful ankle nut that remains behind the ankle remains fully exposed, it is better to hold the right foot firmly on the keyboard. I felt embarrassed to see it …
I misunderstood the chain: “Are you still not giving peanuts?”
The rest were silent and his movements stopped for a moment. I had a little soup in my hands. “And you say that you are not a kid, I can not believe that you do not want to steal meals.
“…”
“Please do not forget to close the door next time.”
“…”
I saw CanSheng fingers, and Dagger reflected the light under the sun. He turned his back in his waist. His clever eyes quickly saw that the head was hanging down.
“Take him, he will save him from the problem that he was wasting in time and inappropriate time.
“What do you think about me now?” I cut the bowl and pulled my lips on a thin line. “If so, then if you put yourself up, I will save the most.”
As soon as my words were addressed, he caught my chin. He still did not know how to control his power. His strong hand wounded me.
His eyes saw me a bit. He energetically threatened: “I really do not want to release you yesterday in a small wrong situation, otherwise, staying here to correct it, now it’s not going to be energy for me.”
After the conversation he sat and lifted his lips. CanSheng took advantage of the situation afterwards and lit his lips at the corner of my mouth for a scratch, saying, “The taste is right. Since you can not find a justification at night, well then I eat your food and push me into the stomach.” This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version. If you have any questions about this, maybe you should read the FAQ.
“Are you guilty behind me?”
When I spit out my sins, he helped lay down the table: “I often eat breakfast as a meal, so asking what an obstacle is.”
He slowly smiled and took the soup from my hand and placed it on the table. “Because you’re too confused.
“If you can do things about yourself, can not you quickly wake up?”
“You do not know how to protect yourself?”
“Is not that right about that?”
“How can I tell you tonight if I really do not break you?”
“Do you think that you usually control yourself?”
You find your breasts as if CanSheng grabbed a pink apron, as if pushing the top button with his fingers. The color of the white T-shirt made her even more beautiful. But I still gave him a cold shoulder. He suddenly chose me horizontally, pulling my lip on a thin line.
Your CanSheng body was stronger than a year ago. She often had the opportunity to choose me, and he did it at any time. I do not think I’m carrying all year round. My legs and legs are not good, so I have to worry.
He said this, in fact he was really over a month this month …
He laid me down before dinner before the window. He came out and, having come seriously, burned one of his long hair: “Yun Sheng, I really disturbed me in the past.
As soon as I heard his words, my face is hard …
For many nights, I think that over the years, I can not move my fingers, and I could only drink kungeyon for several days …
Restricted …
Is it limited?
“You’re a smack,” I said.
“Do you look like me?”
I lifted his head to him. Behind her black beach, her beautiful black eyes took a bit of seriousness and laughter. He was really a joke. Compared to a joke, his expression resembled the king’s manifestation, which triumphs in his hand. When he waited for me to ask, he played with the universe between his fingers …
I caught my throat and said with a very important condition: “I can not do that with me tonight”
He kissed my brow and sat down with me: “Do not throw the drum as a kid, peanuts, I have not told you yet again, but I stopped us last night I did it.”
“… I threw a pancake, which I just grew up and reached for him.
“Is there really a heart to see that peanuts are castrated?”
“Do you endanger me?”
“It’s the same, or I’m threatening you.”
“Is it the same?”
He went out, smiling on the side and fought with his fingers with his ears. He suddenly bent his lips and slowly wiped his ears. He suddenly accepted my body and exchanged my breath. His smell was refreshed, but it was not too strong, it melted like a rose. He usually smiled, but this smile was deadly …
He said: “The pursuit hates you.”
His condition was soft, but provocative and full of desire. His unique voice was frustrated to attract my soul and was a little rich …
I am cursed with my thighs. “I really needed to carry it.
I felt that afternoon is the most boring time for me and for him. I did not do anything.
At that time we have done a lot of activities to spend time …
We are called flowering plants that supply a lot of flowers. He and I were blooming, there was a flowering competition. We also specially complete the 1000 mega enormous Enigma. While listening to music, I moved my sofa and worked on the puzzle all night. I let him sit on the couch once, I stood my whole face. When I saw him I was sleeping in the afternoon …
Today he said that I would like him to give him a ring. I was able to only carry my ring.
I think it was an ordinary ring, but only later I found out that it was a tattoo. But I was not surprised. Maybe you’ve probably allowed CanSheng to regulate the ring that fell to me accidentally. He wanted a ring that could hunt me throughout his life, and this could be a more precise brand.
He knew that he was a mafia and tattoos were good, but nobody was there. Just when he pulled a tattoo tool, I knew what would happen tomorrow.
Tattoo
He is fascinated by me. He silences the only love he loved most …
Since he did not have other colors, he did not have a professional tattoo machine. It was not a great design, but it was just a simple black ring …
He was very careful about his access when he asked me as if he was afraid of the fear that he was angry. Under the sun, his eyes glare at me with complete hope. I really knew that he had secretly prepared it for a long time as soon as he pulled a brittle box.
Inside was a very complete tool. Binding on cotton threads and bamboo sticks – many different needles. The vandalism of the demons was an ideal tin.
He said: “Yes, I want to give you a ring. This is the text we are feeding sites using robots to steal off our site yet giving us no credit. To readers, look up Exiled Rebels Scanlations to get the real version. If you have any questions about this, maybe you should read the FAQ.
“Ring?”
“I want to tattoo you …”
I saw him and said: “In my hand?
“Yes”.
I reached and looked at five thin fingers and asked, “Do you agree?”
“I will do it at all.”
His strong look was fixed to me, I was silent. Unfortunately, I was sad when I saw her. I knew he would not leave the idea. Because I do not want to do this. Even if he listens to my point of view, my goal will not stop his plan.
I’m already going, but I just could not remove the chain around my leg.
I squeezed my hands and asked: “Left or right?”
I was very calm. My life can not be said to be spectacular, but it has advantages. All this excitement caused this man. Since I also tested the taste of death, now I do not mean anything to get a tattoo.
My body watches blood every time. Visible standing chewing gums. My body had a stamp inside the thigh. My ankle attack is distorted and ugly. In this life it will be difficult to prevent it.
His determination and rigor were grouped to make him love. He has everything, so this time is not essential.
“Do you agree?”
“This will help you associate me when you lose patience and tap me.
He was quite serious. “This is what I think I will do.
“…”
As I was expecting, it was really painful for me to use a needle to deliver my favorite color to my body, to continue to promise in my life …
And during the pain I saw your most important and beautiful expression. He looked at my ring, with my left hand focusing all the time. When the needle crossed the skin 1 mm above the point of my finger, black ink flooded in me and the tattoo ring that was in his heart.
Since it was a shipyard, only a small amount of ink spilled on the surface. Ye CanSheng used a cotton thread chain to get a rich black color. Each time the needle was punched, the needle stopped for a few seconds, more ink flooded to get into the body …
He was tattooed very slowly and slightly hard. I could not help when the needle penetrates into my skin. But I did not want to stop it.
He leaned against the table at the bend and was on my way to me. The warm winter sun shone on her hair, reflecting a weak yellow hollow. It was a yellow hue that filled your heart with heat. His eyes collapsed, and his shoes spread slowly. His eyes seemed enthusiastic about my fingers. His cloth slightly opened the left side of the button to expose the plan to the chest and attractive post.
He was very serious, very cautious, his nose glowing. Small sweat beads fell to the edge of the nose, creating the imagination of wild and imaginative. Peanuts also sat on the floor. Very rarely, he looked calm enough.
“Almost done,” he said.
“Oh,” I calmly answered.
Suddenly, I realized that I did not ask if he had a pain or not. Was that the only thing he said to me was mostly.
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Tattoo (YeFang CP)
The New Year came around very late. It had been a year since I last rejected what was quite possibly CanSheng’s first and last compromise and chosen to stay inside. It hasn’t snowed again this Winter. The New Year has also arrived late, and I really haven’t been out of this house since. For an entire year, I lived inside the house surrounded by windows and stayed with him.
I had thought my future would merely be reminiscent of such days, together with that person and that dog.
However, Ye CanSheng gave me a special gift this Winter. When I opened my eyes on the morning of New Year’s, I discovered that I returned to the small apartment I used to live in with him.
It was the place that blossomed the beginning of me and Ye CanSheng.
I almost couldn’t believe the reality before my eyes when I first awoke. The familiar bedside table, the nostalgic window…
It was my old room. I took an entire day to get used to my ‘new’ environment and CanSheng teased me for becoming even slower at processing thoughts. But I felt happy, an extreme happiness that could not be stopped.
My feet no longer became swollen and painful from standing for long periods of time, yet I still couldn’t stand for too long. I moved a chair over to the window. I sat on it and gazed outside from behind a sheet of glass. The roses that used to grow by the windowsill have long decayed into nothingness, yet I could still imagine them in full bloom.
Of course, I still remembered how Ye CanSheng stood by the window back then and the fragrance of flowers that accompanied him.
I didn’t know when he secretly brought me over here, nor did I want to haggle over him acting purely on his own accord. I was only happy. I merely could not believe this reality…
Peanut sat beside me and seemed to be in a dampened mood. He was probably depressed because he knew CanSheng was planning to castrate him.
It was because when CanSheng was biting my naked body last night, Peanut suddenly rushed in…
I patted his head and stood up to slowly make my way towards the kitchen. Ye CanSheng had already been busy inside for quite a while and I didn’t know what he was cooking up either.
I pushed the door open and entered to see him cutting tomatoes. Soup was cooking in an earthen pot next to him. I could tell from the smell that it was pork rib soup, with a bit of mushroom and corn inside.
He had mastered his knife skills and cut the tomato smoothly without a single mistake. He played with the dagger so clear and precisely, yet he used such skills in the kitchen…
He was wearing the pink lacey apron I purposely bought for him before. He turned his head back, his pitch black orbs were still beautiful and have become even more captivating from the passing of time. However, his brows were tightly knit in all seriousness, “What are you doing here? The room’s too humid, it’s not good for your feet.”
I laugh and made my way inside with Peanut anyways, “It’s already been a year, I’m fine.”
I lean to the side and threw a piece of tomato into my mouth. I lifted the lid off the earthen pot and as expected, it was pork rib and corn soup. Using a pair of chopsticks close by, I picked up a piece of pork rib and threw it towards Peanut. He lifted his head up, opened his mouth and gobbled down the meat.
Me and Peanut have practiced this series of moves to perfection, we’ve never missed.
I grabbed a soup spoon next to me and scooped myself a bowl of soup before I leaned back and watched him bustle about.
In all honesty, watching him cook was like enjoying a free performance. He was probably the only one who used such magnificent skills in the kitchen…
I gazed downwards at my two feet which were snuggly sitting in a pair of cotton slippers. There was one less metal chain now. Only the chain on the left foot was still pinned to the floor in the living room, once again tightly chaining me down to this place.
It used to be an eye-sore, but I don’t mind now that I’m used to it. However, it would’ve be better now if my right foot was also chained because after the shackles were taken off, the hideous scar around my ankle it left behind was now fully exposed. I felt uncomfortable when I looked at it…
I fidgeted around with the chain and asked, “You still haven’t forgiven Peanut?”
The other person remained silent and his movements paused for a moment. I took a sip of the soup in my hands, “And you say you’re not childish. I can’t believe you’re going to castrate Peanut just because of what happened.”
“…”
“All you have to do is remember to close the door next time.”
“…”
I watched Ye CanSheng’s fingers rotate and the dagger reflected rays of light beneath the sunshine. He tucked the dagger into the cross belt on his hips and turned around. His shrewd eyes made a quick glance at Peanut who was sitting by the side with his head drooped down.
“Castrating him will save the trouble of him pouncing on you on inappropriate occasions and at inappropriate times. He’s been spoilt too much.”
“Are you being considerate of me now?” I placed the bowl down and pulled my lips into a thin line, “If that’s the case, then you’ll save me the most trouble if you go castrate yourself.”
As soon as my words were spoken, he grabbed onto my chin. He still didn’t know how to control his strength. His strong grip was causing me pain.
His eyes slightly glared at me. He threatened in a powerful manner, “I really shouldn’t have let you off yesterday because of that little mishap, otherwise you wouldn’t have the energy right now to stand here and talk back to me.”
After speaking, he leaned over and bit down on my lips. CanSheng then take advantage of the situation and licked the corner of my mouth before smacking his lips and saying, “The flavour’s just right. Be good and eat your meal so you don’t find excuses at night and hoax me with a stomach ache.”
“Aren’t you the ultimate culprit behind my stomachaches?”
I helped him set up the table as I continued to rant about his wrongdoings, “I wonder who’s fault it is that I eat my breakfast as lunch every so often.”
He smiled faintly and took the soup out of my hands to placed it on the table, “That’s because you’re too lazy.”
“If you knew how to restrain yourself then would I not be able to wake up early?!”
“I don’t know how to restrain myself?”
“Am I not right about that?”
“Then tonight I’ll teach you what it’s like when I really don’t restrain myself.”
“Are you implying that you normally control yourself?”
Ye CanSheng neatly took the pink apron off and casually unbuttoned his top button with his pointer finger to reveal his chest. The colour of the white shirt made him seem even more handsome. Yet, I still gave him the cold-shoulder. He pulled his lips into a thin line and suddenly picked me up horizontally.
Ye CanSheng’s body was even more robust now compared to a year ago. It was a common occurrence for him to pick me up, and he did it whenever he wanted to. I didn’t mind either, I’d already gotten used to him carrying me around throughout the year. My legs and feet weren’t good, so I naturally need to be looked after.
That’s what he said, but in reality he was definitely over the moon about it…
He put me down before the dinner table beside the window. He reached out and brushed my long hair to one side before looking at me seriously, “YunSheng, I really did restrain myself in the past.”
As soon as I heard his words, my face stiffened…
I thought back to the many nights throughout the year, and how I couldn’t even move a finger after the night ended, as well as how many days I could only drink congee for…
Restrained…
Restrained?
“You’re joking,” I said.
“Does it look like I am?”
I lifted my up face towards him. Behind his strands of black hair, his gorgeous pitch black eyes carried a bit of seriousness and a bit of laughter. He really didn’t seem to be joking. Compared to cracking a joke, his expression was more like that of a King who had victory in his hands. He played with the universe between his fingers as he waited for me to ask a question like this…
I shrinked my neck back and said in an extremely serious tone, “You can’t do it with me tonight.”
He kissed my forehead and sat beside me, “Don’t throw a tantrum like a child. Peanut interrupted us last night, I won’t let you off again tonight.”
“….” I put down the chopsticks I just picked up and glared at him, “Who are you saying is throwing a childish tantrum?”
“You really have the heart to watch Peanut get castrated?”
“You’re threatening me?”
“It’s the same whether I threaten you or not.”
“What’s the same?”
He half smiles as he reached out and combed through the hair above my ears with his fingers. He faintly stroked my ear as his lips slowly leaned closer towards it. He suddenly hugged my body tightly and we exchanged breaths. His fragrance was refreshing but not too strong, it smelt like roses. He didn’t normally smile, yet this one smile was fatal…
He said, “The desire to screw you.”
His tone was gentle, yet it was provocative and full of lust. His unique voice was repressed and slightly hoarse as it seduced my soul…
I pinched his thigh and cursed out, “I really should castrate you.”
I felt like the afternoons were the most boring time for me and him. There was nothing to do.
Back then, we did many activities to pass time…
We once called a flower shop to deliver a bunch of flowers; him and me both had a flower vase each and we had a flower arrangement competition. We once also specially completed a 1000 piece mega sized puzzle. We moved the sofa and deckchair to the side and worked on the puzzle for an entire afternoon as we listened to music. I once made him sit on the sofa as I drew all over his face. I also once lay in his arms and slept for an entire afternoon…
Today he said that he wants to give me a ring, a ring that I could only wear on my ring finger.
I thought it was a normal ring, it wasn’t until later that I learnt it was a tattoo. I wasn’t surprised though, how could Ye CanSheng have possibly allowed me to have a normal ring that could be randomly discarded. He wanted a ‘ring’ that could chain me down for an entire lifetime, or to be more precise a brand…
I knew he was in the mafia and very frequently came across tattoos, but he didn’t have any himself. It was only when he took out the tattooing tools that I knew what the afternoon’s activity was going to be.
Tattooing.
He tattooed me. He tattooed the only thing he loved the most in life…
He didn’t have the professional tattoo machines because he didn’t need a variety of colours. There wasn’t even a magnificent design, but merely a simple, black ring….
He was extremely careful in his approach when he asked me, as if he was afraid I wouldn’t agree, afraid that I would get mad. Beneath the sunshine, his eyes silently stared intently at me full of anticipation. I actually knew he had secretly prepared this for a long time as soon as he took out the exquisite box.
There was a very complete set of tools inside. From a multitude of colours and a variety of needle types, to a cotton thread for tying and bamboo sticks. There was even a full tin of Vaseline for disinfection.
He said, “YunSheng, I want to give you a ring.”
“Ring?”
“I-I want to give you a tattoo….”
I looked up at him and asked, “On my hand?”
“Yeah.”
I extended my hand out and after looking at my five pale fingers, I asked, “What if I don’t agree?”
“I’ll do it no matter what.”
His firm gaze was locked on me and I fell silent. I looked at him and faintly sighed. I knew he wouldn’t give up on the idea just because I didn’t want to do it. Even if he asked for my opinion, my objection wouldn’t stop his plans.
It was like even though I already found it difficult to walk, he still wouldn’t get rid of the chain around my foot.
I shook both my hands and asked, “The left hand or the right one?”
I was very calm. I can’t say my life was too spectacular, but it did have its ups and downs. All the disturbances throughout it were caused by this person. I had even tasted the flavour of death, and so now I felt nothing towards getting a tattoo.
My body showcased his constant bite marks that saw blood every time. My body held his seal on its inner thigh. The scar on my ankle is distorted and ugly, it would be hard to get rid of it in this life.
His resolution and stubbornness have gathered to become his love. He had everything, and so this one time wouldn’t matter.
“You agree?”
“It’ll save you from losing patience and tying me up to tattoo me.”
He was completely serious, “That’s actually exactly what I thought of doing.”
“…”
As expected, it was painful when he personally used a needle to deliver his all time favourite colour into my body to mark a lifelong promise…
And amidst the pain, I saw Ye CanSheng’s most serious and beautiful expression. He gazed at my ring finger on my left hand in full concentration. The needle pierced through the skin that was 1mm above the base of my finger and the black ink flowed into me, tattooing on the ring he had in his mind.
As it was a handcraft, only little amounts of ink flowed shallowly into my skin. To get a saturated black colour, Ye CanSheng used a string of cotton thread. Each time the needle pierces through, it halted for a few seconds just to allow more ink to flow through and enter my body…
He tattooed at an extremely slow pace and I found it hard to endure. I couldn’t help but tremble every time the needle pierced my skin, but I stubbornly didn’t want him to stop, not even one bit.
He knelt in front of me with his elbows leaning against the tabletop. The warm winter sun shone down on his hair that reflected a faint yellow hue. It was the shade of yellow that filled your heart with warmth. His eyes drooped downwards and his lashes gently fluttered. His eyes stared intently at my finger. His clothing was slightly open with the undone shirt button hanging out to one side, exposing his lean chest and conspicuous collarbones.
He was very serious and extremely careful, to the point where the tip of his nose was sweating. Small beads of sweat fell on his nose tip, provoking wild and fanciful thoughts of imagination. Even Peanut was sitting on the floor well behaved. It was rare for him to be so quiet as he watched us.
“Almost done,” he said.
“Oh.” I softly replied.
I suddenly realised that he hadn’t asked me whether or not it was painful. Was it? The only thing he would say to me was that it was almost done.
But this was to be expected, he liked it when I was in pain because of him in the first place. He would definitely proceed with the tattoo anyways, so why pretend to worry about me. Even if I found it painful he would still continue. Him telling me it was ‘almost done’ was more comforting.
Me and Ye CanSheng never needed such small talk.
I could actually pretty much see the overall shape. It was a ring made from a dagger tip and a handle grip joined together in a circle. There were ancient carve patterns near the handle grip. The body of the dagger was long and slender as it was evenly distributed beneath my second knuckle in a colour as black as ink…
A ring made out of a dagger…
Very fitting. A weapon used to hurt people had become love. Alove given by Ye CanSheng and received by me.
“Next time it’s your turn to give me a tattoo.” He didn’t even lift his head as he continued to tattoo my finger with full concentration. His deep voice then broke the silence.
I looked at the tattoo on my hand. My finger was slightly numb from maintaining the same position over a long period of time, but I could still feel him tracing the pattern over and over again as to saturate the colour more…
It really was painful…
I took a deep breath and said, “I don’t know how.”
“But I want you to.”
“CanSheng, there’s no point.” I had never doubted your feelings for me.
“But I want you to give me a tattoo.”
“Don’t regret it when your finger’s wasted.”
“I don’t even care if my finger breaks off, as long as you’ve given it to me.”
I hung my head down and signaled him to stop what he was doing. He lifted his head and our eyes met. His gaze was still firm as if his original intentions had never changed.
I laughed, “That does sound like a lover’s honeyed words.”
I wiped away the beads of sweat on the tip of his nose and said, “I’ll give you a tattoo.”
I had never inflicted pain upon you nor hurt your before. Did that make you worried and think I didn’t love you?
Love and wounds equaled love. Perhaps I should’ve also given you the love you wanted and learnt to hurt you so you could feel pain because of me. I will leave my own mark on you too…
So our love has come to a state where there were no other way to express it other than inflicting pain on each other, and then licking each other’s wounds.
I asked, “Left hand or right hand?”
He replied, “You’re left, so naturally I’m right.”
I said, “Okay, I’ll tattoo you next time.”
Ye CanSheng hardly ever smiled so beautifully. He laughed before me without a shred of hesitation, yet it was only after I agreed to inflict pain on him.
I lifted my hand up and saw my fingers clearly beneath the sunshine.
The sunlight shone in through the gaps between my fingers. The black tattoo on my left ring finger was very noticeable. The design was unique and perhaps carried an element of darkness as it appeared in the light. The heavy black ink seemed like it would stay on my finger forever, it was the darkest yet most beautiful colour I had ever seen…
It was Ye CanSheng’s colour. It resembled his personality.
I told myself it was okay. I had always been an optimistic person who constantly muddled along.
That was why I gave you the pain you wanted, the love you wanted, the YunSheng you wanted, and this life you wanted, Ye CanSheng. Only in this life and this life only. Even if the skies and earth had to be destroyed in this lifetime, I would still give it to you…
My left hand was covered in a plastic film. I was then forced by Ye CanSheng after dinner to wear a waterproof glove before he lead me towards the bathroom.
In his words it was that a person who couldn’t touch water should be looked after by others.
The hot water had already been prepared. Hot steam enshrouded the entire bathroom which made me feel sleepy. He carried me in his embrace and forcefully took off my clothes. My naked body then got thrown into the bathtub mercilessly.
I had already gotten used to such actions anyways, so I merely lay naked on my stomach on the towel that was sitting on the edge of the bathtub and presented my back to Ye CanSheng.
It was just that I was still slightly worried so I told him, “Don’t do anything naughty, and use a lighter hand.”
His voice remained unchanged behind me, “What naughty things have I not already done to you. Just lie down, don’t move, and be good.”
“…”
I mumbled something and closed my eyes. I felt the water at my hips warmly wrap around me. I smelt the fragrance of the bath salt at the tip of my knows and sensed Ye CanSheng’s gentle movements behind me.
The only unusual thing was that the bath salt seemed to be different today. The smell was faintly sickening, the sweet fragrance made my body feel weak yet I couldn’t seem to fall asleep…
“CanSheng…”
“Hmm?”
“Did you use a different bath salt today?”
The scrubbing on my back didn’t stop as Ye CanSheng continued, “Yeah. We finished up all the old ones. I used one that DongYan brought back from India.”
“No wonder it smells kind of weird.”
“DongYan said you would like it.”
“He speaks just like how he farts[1]. When I have ever liked anything he gave me.”
I hadn’t forgotten the pile of R18 mangas sitting on the bedside table on the top floor.
“Just use it as a substitute for now. If you don’t like it, I’ll use a different one tomorrow.”
The bathroom was extremely silent. For some reason, the sound of water droplets seemed to get weirder and weirder….. Ye CanSheng’s hand on my back didn’t stop as it traveled from my shoulder downwards. I didn’t know why, but as his movements slowed down, an unusual sensation traveled from my lower abdomen to my brain.
“Ugh! CanSheng, stop…” When the towel grazed past my hips, for some unknown reason it felt like an electric shock and my body went limp. I could clearly feel that the thing between my legs had reacted in a way it shouldn’t have…
“YunSheng, I don’t feel so well…”
I could clearly sense his breaths becoming uneven behind me. My body stiffened as I felt my member start to harden. It hadn’t become completely erect but it felt uncomfortable…
“CanSheng, I’ll go out… to get some…. air…”
My hands pushed against the edge of the bathtub as I stood up to leave. I didn’t even dare to look back at Ye CanSheng. My instincts told me that I wouldn’t be able to reverse the damage once I did turn back…
Right now, the biggest task at hand was to go out and get some fresh air. The smell in here was too…
Sensual.
“YunSheng!”
My body hadn’t even gotten past the bathtub before my arm was grabbed. Before I had time to turn my head back, a strong force pulled me back into the water. Without a doubt, I fell into the other person’s arms…
Before I even recovered from the shock, my body was tightly pinned down on the towel I was lying down on before. I gazed into Ye CanSheng’s eyes face to face.
A pair of eyes that were full of lust…
I had seen Ye CanSheng like this many times before. It was an expression that showed no restraint, as if he wanted nothing more than to eat me up. Today, he seemed even more…
“Ye CanSheng…”
My hands pushed against his chest. I gazed at his face and I didn’t know what to say. I could only clearly feel that our breaths were becoming heavier, and our eyes seemed to reflect the fact that we wanted each other more and more…
His black hair was damp and his arched eyebrows were faintly hidden amongst the strands. Beads of water slid down the tips of his hair and fell across his handsome face before landing on his collarbone. They then slowly traveled down his toned and well trained chest. As his chest fell and rose, beads of water constantly kissed his healthy, warm toned skin, and glided down his body…
His thin lips slowly opened. Warm breaths fell on my wet face. It was an indescribable kind of flirtatious tease.
“Fang YunSheng…”
He rarely called my full name. I could hear the insuppressible excitement in his voice.
His hand pinched my cheeks and he combed the wet strands of hair sticking to my face behind my ear. His fingertips then traveled back and stroked my eyes back and forth. His body constantly squeezed between my legs as he rubbed against me. His hot member made my heart beat crazily fast…
His grip around my wrist strengthened. Ye CanSheng then suddenly pressed my head down and kissed me.
The kiss was crazier than usual, it was almost like he was biting and sucking me amidst his heavy breaths. My lips bled the moment he bit down on them. Yet, such pain and bloodiness was so provocative in this quiet, lustful room…
Since who knows when, the lower half of my body had become erect. I had always thought I was fairly indifferent towards sex, and after all these years of Ye CanSheng’s torment, I pretty much couldn’t get an erection without the use of my hands.
There was definitely something wrong with the bottle of bath salts from India…
DongYan was the one who bought it!
DongYan said I would like it!
I knew it!
“Ha… ugh…”
Even though I wanted to swear on the inside, I couldn’t muster any words in my current state. The quiet bathroom had magnified our voices. If I ever relaxed my jaw, I could’ve even died from shamefulness at my own voice…
My hands weakly grabbed onto Ye CanSheng’s shoulders as I let him spread my legs open. I looked at his hard member pressed against my opening and I suddenly felt nervous…
“Ah…”
Stuff like water was easy to enter but hard to get out. However, as the water inside got completely pushed out, the insides became dry. As the friction continued, my inside felt even more dry. My inner walls felt hot and painful, it was almost like my insides were completely sticking to his member. It hurt so much I was dripping with cold sweat.
I tried with all my might to tighten the lower half of my body in hopes of him slowing down, but the only thing I got in return were bigger, rougher movements.
“Don’t, it hurts…”
“Ye CanSheng!”
It was just that my entire body was leaning against Ye CanSheng, and I couldn’t do anything with my left hand. Don’t even talk about using my hand to calm my lust, I couldn’t even touch myself down there…
I could only use my own member to thrust against his lower abdomen, but one could already guess what results I got from that…
After it became extremely intolerable, I bit down on Ye CanSheng’s shoulder. I didn’t mind if I drew blood, I only wanted to find a way to cum so I could feel more comfortable. However, it seemed like my bite had merely made him more excited.
“CanSheng, ah, help me…”
“YunSheng…”
He grabbed onto my hips and constantly thrusted in and out. His canines bit at my neck nonstop before they traveled downwards…
I felt as though I almost burned Ye CanSheng out that night in the bathroom before tormenting myself to death.
By the end of it, I only felt numbness in the lower half of my body as the usual pain was not there. Instead, I felt the scorching warmth emanating from our bodies as we lay in each other’s arms…
The next three days I didn’t resume a meat diet, and instead I spent all my time in bed. I looked at Ye CanSheng’s energetic face and sighed at how unfair life was…
I lay on the chair and pat Peanut’s head as I dozed off into a nap. I still lived my days like this. That night’s episode was also gradually forgotten.
It was just that I suddenly remembered the following morning after that evening.
When I woke up I saw Ye CanSheng sitting by the window and intently staring at the bite mark I left on his shoulder beneath the sun. He then gently stroked the hideous wound and smiled warmly…
I then saw him standing backwards towards the mirror as he looked happily at the scratches on his back….
……
“YunSheng, good morning.”
He turned around and spoke to me with a naked upper body as he secured me in the crook of his arm. His eyes reflected a rare sense of gentleness, it almost looked like the smile of a child who had finally been satisfied.
“Good morning.”
I greeted him back. However, I was too tired to even move a finger so I merely gazed at him and asked, “CanSheng, can I kill DongYan?”
“….”
T/N
[1] 说话跟放屁一样 This literally means that you speak like how you fart and it means that your words are untruthful.
Rui: So here’s the second extra because so many people wanted to read it XD (including my editor Yuu). Sorry for the long wait!!! And with that, ST has now come to an end. Thanks again to all you readers!
Yuu: She’s right. I wanted to read it very much.
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thank you for translating this
Thanks for translating this. Although it saddens me that YS only gets pain from this relationship and hardly any pleasure u.u
I am indian, “no wonder it smell weird” Man lmao
Thank you for your translation. This novel makes me think about life in general. We all have strugles but we love the life itself. But we hate some of the aspects of our life because its hard and painfull. But in the end we must surrender, we must accept that we are traped in this earth with pain and sorrow and lust and craziness. Only after we accept it we can live our fate until our life ends.
Translation is very good.
Thank you again.
Thank you so much for this!
I thought I would finish it, but there was something that pull me In, and I cried like a… Not sure why I kept going after ch4 QWQ because it made me think and suffer… Anyway thanks and hopefully I have a good test result tomorrow lol