Translated by Kaushika of Exiled Rebels Scanlations
It was late autumn, but in the cold and dark alley, a thin body of sweat formed on the two bodies, from the heat and desire that could melt two people into one.
Ren Huan had become extremely weak by the time the man came. The man’s soft flesh remained inside Ren Huan, who couldn’t speak for a long while, even though the man had already removed his hand from his mouth.
Neither of them spoke for some time. The man rested his head on Ren Huan’s neck. Ren Huan was very sensitive in that area – struck by the sudden heat, his body trembled instinctively.
The man opened his mouth to speak. His originally clear and mellow voice now took up the characteristic laziness of after-sex talk, which was particularly charming.
“A long time ago, I realised I have a dual personality – one is a respectable man, the other is an irritable and stronger persona.”
He wrapped Ren Huan in his large coat, his voice gentle.
“Although I can’t control when I switch, they abide by certain unwritten rules, taking over me at different times. Most of what you saw just now was my true self. …Can you feel it? I like you”
Ren Huan’s heartbeat had been speeding up since the man opened his mouth, his face and ears turning hot after his words.
“He was drugged that night. He knew my selfish intentions, and wanted to give you our first time… but when it was about to end, I still managed to gain back control of my body. I didn’t miss our first time.”
It was his first time… Just the man wanting to speak such words to him, it made Ren Huan’s heart pound. The senior’s voice was clearly smiling, but Ren Huan could also hear helplessness and bitterness in it.
“Do you blame me?”
Whether he was using sympathy or pity, it was despicable to force someone to give them your body and mind. A dark personality trying to take control, the man changing his pronouns from “me” to “us”, and the other party settling down immediately.
What really hit Ren Huan’s soft spot was having a secret admirer, or rather his seven inches. He really couldn’t go against his heart even after how he was treated by the man’s dual personality – he felt happy and calm.